Crawling Out (Full version)

That heavy heaving in my chest Reminds me of breathing But the cadence never rests It never falls still I could dip my head into a cloud Made of bubbling and seething But the energy Would ruin me Before the pain could kill Crying out or crying in That verse speaks to me A hymn for the weary that Awakens that Something within me I feel like crying to the moon But her eyes are closed And I feel like opening a window But the lock says no There's no crawling out from this No crawling out from this I'm crawling through my head again To avoid the shadows That heavy heaving in my chest Never paints a pretty pattern And the static in my brain Clings to my thoughts My mask crumbles, tingling and pale My reflection slowly scatters In the flickering Of shattered dreams Momentum stalling out Crying out or crying in... Mmmmm Crying out or crying in... My mind's a hell in holograms No one else can see And explaining this newest disaster Never frees me There's no crawling out from this No crawling out from this No climbing high, no magic fix To avoid my shadows Mmmmm Mmmmm To avoid the shadows