the saddest thing is not being alone it's being with someone and feeling alone. if this is what my life is meant to be then please someone come and rescue me I'm so full of love and yet feel so hurt. I should be his world but feel like dirt. I'm searching for sunshine whilst battling the rain. I want to feel love but only feel pain. I ask the questions but no answers appear I've given all my love but he's not near. I paint on a smile to hide all my tears I long for affection that never appears. this time should be different he said he'd be there. so why does it feel like he just doesnt care? I might win some battles but I'm losing the war. this isn't the life together I sign up for maybe it's time I just called it a day? u don't think he'd even notice if I walked away
