[Verse 1] I slam my fist against the plaster wall Shaking with a fury that begins to fall You flinch away, think I’m enraged at you Oh god, you have no clue, you have no clue I’m looking in the mirror at a reckless clown Who wore your quiet sacrifices like a crown We shared the same thin roof, the same cold bed While only selfish glory filled my stupid head [Pre-Chorus] Every late night when you counted up the change Every shadow on your face I thought was strange I was blind, chasing stars up in the sky Leaving you alone to bleed, to starve, to lie To give up every choice you ever had Just to keep this careless boy from going mad [Chorus] I am furious, but not with you— I’m tearing up my skin for what I put you through! How could I be so blind, breathing by your side, Swallowing the poison that you had to hide? You took the whole damn burden, broke yourself in two, While I lived in the light you bought and built for me. It’s my fault, it’s all on me, I'm so sorry, love... God, I'm so damn sorry. [Verse 2] You stood behind the baseline, wiping off my sweat While taking hits and bruises you could not forget I called it my big dream, I called it our big shot Never seeing the cage in which you got caught You sold away your freedom, stripped down your pride Just to keep this burning engine alive inside And I let you carry heaven and hell alone Sitting on a hollow, blood-soaked throne [Bridge] Look at me, look at these shaking hands Don't you dare apologize, don't you dare defend Every cut on your back belongs on my chest Every debt you paid should've laid my bones to rest I’m sick with the ache of it, ripped to the core I’ll never look away again... no, never anymore [Chorus] I am furious, but not with you— I’m tearing up my skin for what I put you through! How could I be so blind, breathing by your side, Swallowing the poison that you had to hide? You took the whole damn burden, broke yourself in two, While I lived in the light you bought and built for me. It’s my fault, it’s all on me, I'm so sorry, love... God, I'm so damn sorry. [Outro] Pull you against my chest, let me hold the storm Let these rough, broken arms keep your spirit warm No more secrets, no more shouldering the cold I’m yours to break, Yours to hold... I'm so sorry.
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