10 minutes of peace (My Voice My words My Issues)

[Verse] I count every step I take Scroll through eBay, counting vinyl records till I fall asleep Twelve tabs open on an average day four topics none the same Music is my only calm As I learn about interstellar travel and Iran [Chorus] Depression is my closest friend Lack of emotion my greatest sin People dying makes me hurt Lack of care makes me a jerk One thousand thoughts crash through my mind in an hour every day Ten minutes of peace would be okay [Verse2] Wish I had an hour of calm in my brain Anger and rage make me complain Pretend faith makes me insane Sorrow screams in my head like I'm deranged My wife is how I stay normal, almost sane [Chorus] Depression is my closest friend Lack of emotion my greatest sin People dying makes me hurt Lack of care makes me a jerk One thousand thoughts crash through my mind in an hour every day Ten minutes of peace would be okay [Bridge] Aliens have us as prisoners on Earth they say thousands of times we've been through birth Dinosaurs had feathers not scaly skin The planets in the path of a meteor again One day will all be dead So the racist can never win This is ten seconds in my head Insomniac, Borderline sociopath, yes I feel but through little cracks, my ADHD attacks Yeah I'm chronic in other ways My wife's my only sane point today [Chorus] Depression is my closest friend Lack of emotion my greatest sin People dying makes me hurt Lack of care makes me a jerk One thousand thoughts crash through my mind in an hour every day Ten minutes of peace would be okay