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Was Loving You Worth This?

Raw Male Piano Ballad, Broken Baritone, Minimal Cinematic Ambient, Dark Singer-Songwriter, ‑EDM, ‑trap, ‑metal, ‑hard rock, ‑glossy pop, ‑hyperpop

V5.5

HooMusic
Lyrics: © 2026 [@rokyhooo]
Music and Arrangement: © 2026 [Roky Laromayonesa Hoo]
© 2026 [Roky Laromayonesa Hoo]. All rights reserved.

[Verse 1]
I stayed

After the first lie

I stayed

After the second

I told myself

People make mistakes

I told myself

Love means
Knowing how to forgive

[Verse 2]
Then you did it again

And somehow

I was the one
Who felt guilty

For wanting
The truth

I learned your excuses

Before you said them

I knew when
You were lying

And I still
Loved you

[Pre-Chorus]
That's the part

I don't know
How to explain

You kept breaking
Something in me

And I kept calling
It love

[Chorus]
I still love you

God help me

I still do

After every night
You made me question
Who I was

After every promise
You left somewhere
Between us

I still wake up
Wanting you

But tell me

Was loving you
Worth this?

[Verse 3]
Then something
Changed in me

I don't know when

My body started
Feeling strange

I looked in the mirror

And there was
More hair
On the floor

Than I could understand

Half of what
I used to have

Gone

And I stood there

Holding it

Like somehow
It was proof

That I had been
Fighting too long

[Pre-Chorus]
I don't know
What's happening
Inside me

I only know

I'm tired

And somehow
I'm still trying

[Chorus]
I'm fighting
Whatever this is

I'm fighting
Because of you

I tell myself
I have to stay

I have to get better

I have to make it

Because maybe

One day

You'll finally
Choose me

The way I chose you

[Verse 4]
But sometimes

When the room
Gets quiet

I ask myself
The truth

If you had never
Come back

Would I be different?

Would I still
Be this tired?

Would I look
At myself

And recognize
The man
In the mirror?

[Bridge]
I don't want
Your pity

I don't want
Another promise

I don't even know
If I want
An apology

I just want
One honest answer

From myself

How much of me

Do I have to lose

Before I understand

That love

Shouldn't feel
Like dying slowly?

[Final Chorus]
I still love you

That's the cruelest
Part of it

After everything

My heart
Still reaches
For you

But my body
Is asking questions

My silence
Is asking questions

And tonight

For the first time

I'm asking too

Was loving you
Worth this?

[Outro]
I don't know
What tomorrow brings

I don't know
What is happening
Inside me

I only know

I've spent so long
Fighting for us

That I almost
Forgot

I was fighting
For myself too

And if I have
To choose

Between losing you

And losing me

Maybe

This time

I have to
Choose me

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HooMusic Lyrics: © 2026 [@rokyhooo] Music and Arrangement: © 2026 [Roky Laromayonesa Hoo] © 2026 [Roky Laromayonesa Hoo]. All rights reserved. [Verse 1] I stayed After the first lie I stayed After the second I told myself People make mistakes I told myself Love means Knowing how to forgive [Verse 2] Then you did it again And somehow I was the one Who felt guilty For wanting The truth I learned your excuses Before you said them I knew when You were lying And I still Loved you [Pre-Chorus] That's the part I don't know How to explain You kept breaking Something in me And I kept calling It love [Chorus] I still love you God help me I still do After every night You made me question Who I was After every promise You left somewhere Between us I still wake up Wanting you But tell me Was loving you Worth this? [Verse 3] Then something Changed in me I don't know when My body started Feeling strange I looked in the mirror And there was More hair On the floor Than I could understand Half of what I used to have Gone And I stood there Holding it Like somehow It was proof That I had been Fighting too long [Pre-Chorus] I don't know What's happening Inside me I only know I'm tired And somehow I'm still trying [Chorus] I'm fighting Whatever this is I'm fighting Because of you I tell myself I have to stay I have to get better I have to make it Because maybe One day You'll finally Choose me The way I chose you [Verse 4] But sometimes When the room Gets quiet I ask myself The truth If you had never Come back Would I be different? Would I still Be this tired? Would I look At myself And recognize The man In the mirror? [Bridge] I don't want Your pity I don't want Another promise I don't even know If I want An apology I just want One honest answer From myself How much of me Do I have to lose Before I understand That love Shouldn't feel Like dying slowly? [Final Chorus] I still love you That's the cruelest Part of it After everything My heart Still reaches For you But my body Is asking questions My silence Is asking questions And tonight For the first time I'm asking too Was loving you Worth this? [Outro] I don't know What tomorrow brings I don't know What is happening Inside me I only know I've spent so long Fighting for us That I almost Forgot I was fighting For myself too And if I have To choose Between losing you And losing me Maybe This time I have to Choose me