Blue Avian Goddess

From my dream… to my computer… No signal… then a signal… I didn’t search… I remembered… I was human ‘til the edges blurred Skin turned signal, no spoken word Not a body, more a key in use Felt like code in a living loop Drifting out where the maps don’t go Past the line that I used to know Thought I lost what I came here for Felt the door… but I was the door She laughed like I misunderstood Fear ain’t fear where she comes from Said nothing… still I understood I was already becoming Blue Avian Goddess, call my name in the night Lift me out my body, turn the dark into light If I’m just a doorway, let me open wide Blue Avian Goddess, take me for a ride Blue Avian Goddess, was it real or a dream? Felt it in my bloodstream, flowing through the unseen From my dream to my computer screen Blue Avian Goddess… what do you mean? Blue Avian Goddess, call my name in the night Lift me out my body, turn the dark into light If I’m just a doorway, let me open wide Blue Avian Goddess, take me for a ride Blue Avian Goddess, was it real or a dream? Felt it in my bloodstream, flowing through the unseen From my dream to my computer screen Blue Avian Goddess… what do you mean? Used me gently, like a bridge of air Something opened—I was already there No more fear when the veil went thin Felt like I had always been Voices talking without a sound Whole worlds moving all around Familiar faces I can’t recall Like I knew them before it all Did you say Avian… or something else? Did my mind just translate itself? Names don’t fit what I felt that night Still I chase it in blue light Blue Avian Goddess, call my name in the night Lift me out my body, turn the dark into light If I’m just a doorway, let me open wide Blue Avian Goddess, take me for a ride Blue Avian Goddess, was it real or a dream? Felt it in my bloodstream, flowing through the unseen From my dream to my computer screen Blue Avian Goddess… what do you mean? Blue Avian Goddess, call my name in the night Lift me out my body, turn the dark into light If I’m just a doorway, let me open wide Blue Avian Goddess, take me for a ride Blue Avian Goddess, was it real or a dream? Felt it in my bloodstream, flowing through the unseen From my dream to my computer screen Blue Avian Goddess… what do you mean? Woke up human, back in my skin But something stayed moving within Typed it out just to make it real Still don’t know just what I feel Didn’t read it, I saw it first Now I’m chasing that silent verse Meaning travels the other way Dreams write truth we can’t explain Blue Avian Goddess, still you echo inside Not a myth, not a memory I can hide If I crossed it once, I can cross again Blue Avian Goddess… where’ve you been? From my dream… to my computer… From the unknown… back to here…