Beautiful Mess

[Verse] On the edge Pressure got me over-pressed Pushin’ me close to the ledge Made me age ten more years [Verse] Upside down World is spinnin’ endlessly My soul is turning inside out Terrified it’s here to stay [Prechorus] Every voice sounds like static noise Every light starts feelin’ cold Tried to run from what I’m made of But there’s nowhere left to go [Chorus] Time to put an end to this endless chasin’ No more fightin’, I’m tryna live with it I’m not a prisoner, I’m the emperor I am the one Dictatin’ it all Even if it hurts, no longer denyin’ This is the new me, bury the old me I’m not an ugly mess, I’m beautiful I am the mess Beautiful mess [Verse] Isolatin’ myself Buildin’ up electric walls Silence always felt much safer Than hearing people call [Verse] All wrong I was blind Rejectin’ every hand for help Actin’ like I was fine Livin’ in a fairytale spell [Prechorus] I don’t feed it Anymore Won’t let fear become My religion Every scar, every broken part Every sleepless night remains But I’d rather dance with the chaos Than keep runnin’ away [Chorus] Time to put an end to this endless chasin’ No more fightin’, I’m tryna live with it I’m not a prisoner, I’m the emperor I am the one Dictatin’ it all Even if it hurts, no longer denyin’ This is the new me, bury the old me I’m not an ugly mess, I’m beautiful I am the mess Beautiful mess [Bridge] I’m beautiful (I’m beautiful) Even with the cracks I hide I’m beautiful (I’m beautiful) Every jagged edge survived Shadows underneath my skin Glow like neon in the dark All the pieces I once hated Made me into work of art [Final Chorus] Time to put an end to this endless chasin’ No more fightin’, I’m finally one with it I’m not a prisoner, I’m the emperor I am the one Dictatin’ it all Even if it hurts, no longer denyin’ This is the new me, bury the old me I’m not an ugly mess, I’m beautiful I am the mess Beautiful mess