[Intro] Blue light on the ceiling Smoke in my lungs, I can’t feel it Voices in the walls keep screaming my name Tell me I’m the reason everything changed [Verse 1] I used to be somebody’s little spark Now I’m just a shadow with a loaded heart Every bridge I touched turned into flame Every love I had learned to say my name Like a warning Like a ghost Like the one thing they all feared the most Vi, can you hear me through the noise? I’m still that girl behind the broken toys But every time I reach, I break apart Got a bomb in my hand and a hole in my heart [Pre-Chorus] And I don’t wanna be saved But I hate being alone I keep dancing with the pain Like it’s all I’ve ever known If I disappear tonight Would the city even care? Or would the stars just blink twice Like I was never there? [Chorus] I’m blue in the dark Falling apart Laughing while I’m bleeding from the pieces of my heart I don’t wanna go But I don’t wanna stay Everybody loves me better when I’m far away So tell me, am I lost? Am I too far gone? If I burn out like a firework, would you still call me strong? I’m blue in the dark Blue in the dark Trying not to lose what’s left of my heart [Post-Chorus] Oh-oh, oh-oh I hear them calling me Oh-oh, oh-oh But they don’t know all of me Oh-oh, oh-oh Powder’s still inside of me Blue in the dark Blue in the dark [Verse 2] I made friends with the monster in the mirror She smiles back when the ending gets clearer Says, “Pull the trigger on the past, let it die” But I still see my sister when I close my eyes And I hate her And I miss her And I’d burn the whole world just to make her listen Silco told me I was perfect this way But perfect feels lonely at the end of the day I got rockets in my chest, sparks in my veins Love always leaves, but the guilt always stays [Pre-Chorus 2] And I don’t wanna be saved If it means I have to choose Between the girl I couldn’t keep And the name I had to use If I disappear tonight Would you finally understand? I was reaching for a home With destruction in my hands [Chorus] I’m blue in the dark Falling apart Laughing while I’m bleeding from the pieces of my heart I don’t wanna go But I don’t wanna stay Everybody loves me better when I’m far away So tell me, am I lost? Am I too far gone? If I burn out like a firework, would you still call me strong? I’m blue in the dark Blue in the dark Trying not to lose what’s left of my heart [Bridge] Maybe I’m the curse Maybe I’m the wound Maybe I was born beneath a dying moon Maybe I’m the scream Maybe I’m the scar Maybe I was never meant to make it far But somewhere under all this smoke There’s a little girl who still has hope She’s crying out beneath the spark Saying, “Don’t leave me blue in the dark” [Breakdown] Don’t leave me Don’t leave me Don’t leave me alone with my mind Don’t leave me Don’t leave me I’m scared of what I’ll do tonight [Final Chorus] I’m blue in the dark Still falling apart But there’s a tiny little flame underneath my broken heart I don’t wanna go I’m afraid to stay But maybe I can live through one more day So tell me I’m not lost Tell me I’m not gone Tell me broken things can still become strong I’m blue in the dark Blue in the dark But I’m still holding on to what’s left of my heart [Outro] Blue light on the ceiling For once, I think I feel it The voices fade, but they don’t leave Maybe there’s still someone here to save me Maybe it’s me.
