[Intro / Hook] [Fragile Low Whisper] [Shame Caught In The Throat] [Rapid Ominous Pulse, Sixteenth-Note Hats] I swore I’ll never want you back Swore I’m done with you for good Swore it’s finally me again But just fuck it… I miss you [Verse 1] [Low Conversational Rap] [Tight Restraint, Dry Chest Rasp] I still remember how it felt, still remember when you held me in your heart Remember lockin’ hands together, an all those late nights driving in the car Remember every fuckin’ thing, you ever told me in the night Every fuckin’ little lie, you gave to keep me by your side [Cold Accusatory Rap] [Bitter Growls Breaking Through] You played my honor like a game, love was never on the table Pulling cards like a magician, another play, another fable You were laughing to yourself, like my soul was up for sale While I was falling way too hard, all to end up in betrayal [Frustration Rising] [Hard Rap Pocket, Lines Pushed Across Bars] I always wondered, did you love me? Did you ever even love me? Or was I just another heart to crush, only there to discard after dusk? Your calculated little smiles, all disgustingly in style Had me locked on you with passion, like fucken chains was now in fashion [Rapid Internal-Rhyme Flow] [Addictive High-Low Melody Inside The Bars] [Panicked Throat Pressure] Thought I understood duplicity, never knew it for depravity It’s just so fucken simple see, the way you done obnoxiously Fooling me so easily, never cared about my dignity Trashed so fucken deliberately, taken in by what I thought was sincerity [Chorus 1] [Wounded Melodic Trap Hook] [Deep Raspy Pleading, Rising And Falling Melody] [Desperation Growing Through Every Line] I know you’re gonna break me, but I’m still begging you to stay All the hell you put me through’s the only place I feel okay I can hate you, I can blame you, swear to God that we are through But every road I take away just got me crawling back to you [Verse 2] [Direct Low Rap] [Anger Cracking Into Longing] I know you fucken left me hanging, but I’m still here, yea, still awaitin’ The day you decide you didn’t hate it, you’ll come back asking forgive it With every part of me that hates you, I’ll forget it all so I can hold you I know I know it’ll never happen—forgive a man whose love’s still lastin’ [Fluid Internal-Rhyme Pocket] [Dark Melodic Flow, Voice Weaving High And Low] [Breathy Addicted Longing] I know I’m lying to myself when I tell my friends that you’re forgotten ’Cause every fucken night I’m dreaming, want you even with your plottin’ Something fucken so addictive, it’s wrong, I know, but I’ll forgive it Just one touch wanna relive it—another lie swear I’ll believe it [Low Bitter Rap] [Delusional Conviction, Coarse Growls] Can’t get over how I loved you, fuck, I forgave the misbehavior I wanna hold you here forever, cold heart and all—I can’t erase it Reciprocation’s for the fools, the ones that think love is God’s truth A fucken gift for those deserving—the stupid lie we tell our youth [Fast Melodic Rhyme Spiral] [Manic High-Low Cadence] [Euphoric Self-Destruction] They never get to taste addiction, never know true fascination Never know the sweet temptation of complete self-degradation Never felt an inclination to fucken fly in the sensation Living hell but it’s elation, every wound a celebration [Chorus 2] [Darker And More Addicted] [Ragged Chest Power, Cracked Desperate Cries] [Voice Fraying At The Edges] I know I know you broke me, but I’m still begging for the pain Every scar you carved in me only makes me scream your name I don’t want no bloody saving, don’t wanna ever make it through If I’m gonna lose myself, I wanna lose it all to you [add driving energy] Take whatever still remembers there was life before your touch Twist it till it calls this torture something close enough to love I don’t need you to be sorry, I just need to hear “I love you” Say it like you almost mean it—I’ll give what’s left of me to you [Bridge] I’m dialing, I’m spiraling, all my self-worth gone since I let you in I lost myself, can’t recognize mahself, ever since I met you I been alone in hell Can’t take it back, my mind’s gone far off track, been lost from the day you started your attack So I’m yours to take, though I hate this state, I’m already way gone an’ it’s far too late [Final Chorus] [Full Driving Beat] [Massive Wounded Melody, Bleeding Chest Power] [Desperate Growls And Brief Controlled Screamo Edge] Go ahead and fucken break me, leave me nothing here to save Lay my heart among the ruins of every promise that you gave I don’t hate you, I don’t blame you, I am yours to fucken use If there’s any part still breathing, I swear it’s crawling back to you [add driving energy] Take the name I used to answer, take the man I used to be Leave me empty if it means you leave your fingerprints on me Let the last thing I remember be your lies dressed up as truth If there’s nothing left inside me, there’ll be room for only you [Outro] [Music Cuts] But just fuck it… I miss you
