I came to see you again, The grass already grown over your name. I brushed the dirt from the letters slow, And whispered that I’m still somehow here. The wind just sighed through the cedar trees, It didn’t bring no comfort to me. The ground was cold, the sky hung low, And I wished it was me underneath. I came to see you again, Just to hurt like I always do. The world moved on without me, But I can’t move on from you. Your stone’s leanin’ like my tired spine, Your flowers are brittle and brown. I keep bringin’ new ones, But they die the same damn way. I told you things I can’t tell no one, My voice cracked and bled in the wind. You don’t answer, but I still wait, For a silence I can breathe in. I came to see you again, Just to hurt like I always do. The world moved on without me, But I can’t move on from you. I swore I’d live, but I lied to us both, I’m a ghost with a heartbeat achin’. Every road leads me back to your stone, But I leave every time with my heart undone. I knelt ‘til the dirt soaked through my knees, Watched the rain wash over your name. And for a while, it felt like grief could speak, But it just whispered my pain. Oh, I came to see you again, ‘Cause I don’t know where else to go. The grave don’t care, it just keeps you close, And lets me die real slow. I’ll be back tomorrow… ‘Cause I don’t know how not to.