It's Vaitz... had another bad day... and ... ...I just don’t know anymore… I let it all slip, watched the years disappear Used to be somebody, now I’m just here Hairline bounced at thirty, stress took the crown Body gave up fightin’, let the weight settle down Golf clubs in the closet, friends don’t even call Controller collectin’ dust, I lost it all All I do is fuckin’ work, sunrise to blackout Soul on autopilot, runnin’ till I crack out Used to swing three times a week, chase that birdie high Now it’s emails after hours, watchin’ good times die Home to the chaos, kids screamin’ for the crown Wife’s eyes say “hold on,” but we both goin’ down I just don’t know anymore Feel like I failed to the core Everything I touch turns gray Still get up every day I just don’t know anymore I’m the one who fucked up, let the fire go cold Should’ve pushed back harder, never sold my soul To the bosses, to the bills, to the quiet decline Now I’m payin’ with my life, one shift at a time Mirror shows a stranger who traded it all away Took the safe path, now I’m lost in the fray Only thing keepin’ me sane is firin’ up Suno Beats in the background while I’m dyin’ so slow Used to dream big, now I dream of a nap One hour to breathe without the world on my lap But the clock keeps tickin’, the list never ends I’m drownin’ in duties, no time for amends I just don’t know anymore Feel like I failed to the core Everything I touch turns gray Still get up every day I just don’t know anymore Thought I’d have it figured out by now, supposed to be a man House paid off, kids proud, livin’ life like the plan But the plan was a lie they sold us back in school Work your fingers raw, play the fool, follow every rule Now I’m starin’ at the ceiling, 4 AM again Mind racin’ laps while the world just spins Angry at the mirror, angry at the grind Angry at the dreams I left behind Built this cage myself, called it responsibility Every day the walls close in, harder to breathe Wanna smash it to pieces, burn the whole script But that alarm’s still waitin’, won’t let me quit I just don’t know anymore Guess this is what failing feels for Nothing left to give But I still gotta live I just don’t know anymore I let it happen… ... I let this shit happen…
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