With all we've been through, I know I'll never miss you. Because you're not who I remember, --you're gone. It all seemed so perfect. Believed it was worth it. But you changed, became a monster -- a different person. Now you keep and hide your demons. Taking FAKE to the lowest of low. There were a million reasons to leave, each one stands on it's own. You are nothing == Nothing but a memory Decaying quickly, of a person that is now dead and gone. nothing but a fucking memory Disappearing into oblivion You played games, made excuses , bent me, until I almost snapped. I should have recognized the user, the abuser, the hater, and only false lover. A black hole sole, sucking all in around, Always taking all, and giving nothing back. I should have known you'd try to play me every breath is a step I'm taking. A step away from the pain that you gave me. Everything we've been through, I didn't see it in you with all your fucking issues, I just can't continue. I won't defend you, I won't pretend to act like I believe cause now I read you like a menu, so please get out of my face you just keep crowding my space. With every inch you take you pushed me in 1000 ways. So now I'm counting the days that I have allowed you to stay here past you're welcome I'd say about an hour late. Lets skip the gritty and shitty details to today, just happens to be 1 year 3 months and 8 days since i had no identity other than you... i was terrified and insecure god damn how your power over me was pure, all i can do is think of how mentally immature i was to sit and endure you , but today my mind is so much more clear theres literally nothing i fear, i have a life i could have never lived if you were around id give and than id drowned but today i lived and I'm found for this new king wears his crown .
