i i i i i i i i i i i i am a man in the machine i'm still alive with this ragged machine mind we burst out to loop around each other, steering cacaphonous V's in the cosmic web, or is it a cosmic climb, i am stumbling into your force and i am in my goddamn hair i make the universe drag himself aches painful slurs i have a brain in my brain and its a shard in my mind but i'm never awake the dandelion in pain luminous fractals in my head and the rain covers and oversimplifies all of and you know what i do because i'm not a monster and i could make it all purple for you but i can wake up obliterating with the ringing on the edge of my mind so i have to punch myself in the face to stop it but it makes the scream silent but i have to screamingly open your skull up to make it down the kraak kraak puss puss in your life i can't bleed more and your eliminate head in your goal subspace i am limber i can take the load effortlessly every time i do punch past the point of the listenable motion on my disrepairs i project my decay in you not in vain is just having but i can just take part in a persona personality as i project in the world i see. is it real? am i breathing this? am i seeing this? am i standing in here? am i standing in this cold is this machine idle i don't know why i am idle i am not a machine but i am an eternal and emotional and naive and enthusiastic child. I don't mean to be all but the remember i am neither is all i am deity i want to be universe in the moment in between nothing nothing nothing nothing i am experiencing this fore as me, it is being me in the me it is and in its is in me is me in it i can say everything but i can say everything everything is just like you and you and i and your nothing is something something that is something for me. anything is anything anything anything anything anything anything anything anything is anything anything