Lost in My Head Again

🐦‍⬛ LOST IN MY HEAD AGAIN 🐦‍⬛ I'm lost inside myself, Stacks of thoughts are piling up, Everything's been built by someone else, Locked in tight inside my internal cathedral. Expanded rooms for the extra memories, Twisting hallways winding down past these discrepancies, I keep adding signs, I keep building floors, Locking secrets behind brittle doors. (Too many things to hide in the sludge.) I'm lost in my head! Just building shit again! There used to be room, But now too much shit is just shoved in! I'm lost — floors above, Building here from support I don't trust, I'm lost in my head, Yeah, lost in my head, Man, I'm lost in my head! Construction fucking all around, Tryin' to build my way out! I won't stop rebuilding, The rooms you thought looked right, Pushing walls out to store more history, Shutting the door then locking it tight. I'll stay lost inside the spires, Reinforcing lies beneath the wires, Put up a new fake wall, Paint it pink to hide what's wrong. I'll stay rebuilding... To hide what you walked away from...