[Female Vocal] [Low-Mid Powerful Singing] [No Spoken Voice] [Verse 1] Every time I choose the proper words I lose the things I meant to say Every answer that I think I've found Reveals another stranger in me Line them up in perfect order Everything should fall in place Turn a single piece around And nothing ever fit at all Someone drew a line before me Crossing it would change nothing Still I keep my eyes beneath me Standing where I cannot move They tell me everything is different But behind me looks the same If I cannot move in either direction What the hell am I waiting for? [Pre-Chorus] Think it through, doubt it all, tear it down Pick it up, break it down, doubt again Build it back and test the pieces Only something wrong remains Cut one out, two appear Cut two more, the shape has changed Just before I touch the answer— [Shout] IT'S ALL WRONG!! [Chorus] I don't want to end it! I don't want to carry on! I just want to see what's left When everything I know is gone! Every time I make it right Something else is torn away Maybe nothing ever needed Any shape to start with anyway Cut it down Cut it down Keep on cutting Take the useless pieces first If the final thing remaining Still insists that it is me [Shout] THEN LET ME DISAPPEAR!! [Instrumental - Angular Guitar and Bass Interlock] [Verse 2] I kept only what was certain Threw uncertainty away Stared at everything remaining Not one reason left to stay Couldn't leave the unknown open Had to give it form and name Every shape I forced upon it Made another stand in my way Every contradiction found me So I cut one half away But the half I thought I'd buried Came back through the half that stayed Maybe if I killed them both I could finally hear the silence But the moment everything went quiet Even silence started screaming [Build] I can still think I can still keep up I can still divide I can still decide Then— FASTER! [Rapid Melodic Vocal - Precise Rhythmic Acceleration] Say yes, say no, split it, stitch it Find it, hide it, take it, ditch it Make a reason, break the reason Take the pieces, doubt them again Match it, mark it, sort it, sever Pull apart what held together Lay the broken pieces in a line Till I forget the first design Can't understand? Then think faster! Can't keep up? Then run faster! Leave the meaning far behind Let it chase me if it can! If I stop, I'll have to see it If I see, I'll have to choose If I choose, I'll have to lose it And remember what I threw away Faster! Faster than thought! Before judgment Before questions Before meaning [Shout] FASTER THAN ME!! [Heavy Melodic Vocal] Now I can't hear anything Isn't this what you wanted? Split it all Compare it all Cut it all away Till nothing's left To hesitate about Then why Why am I Still hesitating? [Bridge - Restrained Low Female Singing] Do I doubt because something remains? Or does it remain because I doubt? Which one came first Doesn't matter anymore I've come this far So let me see How far the nothing goes [Build - Increasing Tension] Still something Deeper Still Something remains I erased it I destroyed it I threw it all away And still I'm standing here [Low Vocal - Cold Melodic Delivery] How stubborn. [Shout] THEN COME OUT, ALL OF YOU!! [Final Chorus - Ferocious Melodic Singing] Break it all until the end! Till there's nothing left to break! Peel away another reason Strip away another shape Take away the right and wrong Take away the rules I made Even if I'm not myself If something still remains inside! [Shout] DON'T YOU HIDE!! [Shout] DON'T YOU DARE GO QUIET!! [Final Shout - Sustained Raw Female Scream] SHOW ME WHY YOU'RE STILL HEEEEERE!! [Instrumental - Final Guitar Bass Drum Impact] [Hard Cut]
