Pity I'm a mess I'm in a dream Guilty of the stress I'm in a field Plenty of regrets Plantin' the weeds Pick 'em from my head Chokin' me It’s a heavy hum behind my eyes A static white that never dies I’m losing grip, I’m losing time On hills I know I’ll never climb I watch the garden turn to grey I throw the oxygen away Now there are thorns around my chest Putting all my peace to rest I hear the roots begin to break... I let them grow (Oooooh...) I let them go (Aaaaah...) I let them grow (Grow, yeah...) I let them go (Go, yeah...) Until the garden is a ghost of me Until the silence is a scream I keep I’m planting secrets just to watch 'em die I’m building ladders just to reach the sky But I let them grow Yeah, I let them go Diggin' for the dirt They're comin' back Forgettin' how it hurt Another crack Crawlin' from the ground Smokin' up my life Burnin' in my mouth Like a fire I’m a stranger in the house I built Drowning in the water of my own guilt I keep waiting for the sun to break the floor But I’m the one who’s standing, guarding the door Is there anything left of me under the vines? Or am I just a ghost between the lines? (I’m losing me...) (I’m losing me...) I didn't sow this soil! I didn't ask for the rot! I’m just the one who’s burning In a fever I never caught! It’s in the marrow! (Yeah!) It’s in the bone! I’m digging out a kingdom I don't want to own! GET. IT. OUT! I let them grow I let them go I let them grow I let them go Until the garden is a ghost of me Until the silence is a scream I keep I let them grow... I let them go... Chokin' me... Chokin' me... (I didn't choose this) Chokin' me...
