Gone

Double Exposure (https://suno.com/playlist/71958502-694e-4a40-b1d8-37f86131e7d8) - Track 6 --------------------------------------------------------------------- She doesn't know I'm watching yet Moving through the room like water finding level Every step unconscious Every turn unhurried Nothing performed I've seen grace before Not like this Not like someone who has no idea What she's doing to the room And I straighten up Check my expression at the door Tell myself I've seen this before Desperate, but I won't show it Not serious, I keep telling myself that. She moves and I'm gone Every single time Gone And she doesn't even know it God I hope she doesn't know it She laughs at something I said Nothing that should land that hard But there's nothing rehearsed in it Just her Finding something genuinely funny About this genuinely ordinary moment And I'm nodding like I'm fine Like this happens all the time Like I'm not memorizing The exact sound of it And I adjust my sleeve Say something easy Something that doesn't give A single thing away Desperate, but I won't show it Not serious, I keep telling myself that. She laughs and I'm gone Every single time Gone And she doesn't even know it God I hope she doesn't know it We're walking to her car Just talking Just easy End of the night She takes my arm Lightly Like it's nothing And every reasonable thing I've ever thought about myself Just Gone Desperate, and I know it now Not serious, I never believed that. She touched my arm and I'm gone Every single time Gone And she probably knows it God I think she knows it