
🪦Childhood Illusions🪦#KindergartenFestival

🛑#ETHICAL_SUNO 🛑 🛑#SUNO'S_SPIRIT🛑 🛑#KINDERGARTENFESTIVAL🛑 Here is my entry for The Kindergarten Festival Please visit @arqluizfelipe song for more details of this wonderful project: https://suno.com/song/dc0c5535-0a65-4e5c-8949-9c024933816f _____ V3.5 version here: https://suno.com/song/4cb1974a-6366-4ef6-b488-9187ab5ac9a9 The V3.5 version resonates more with my mindset. ______ 🖤 Childhood Wounds & Artistic Motivation🖤 🌑The man behind Lucilius who speaks🌑 The song I created wasn't born from a simple desire to make music, it emerged from a place of deep pain and reflection. The concept of childhood as the most beautiful phase of life is often taken for granted. Yet, for me, it was never a land of joy and carefree laughter. It was a shadowed place, where innocence was met with sorrow instead of warmth. This song is my attempt to reclaim something I was never truly given. It’s a journey back to an imagined paradise, only to realize it never existed for me. Instead, all I found was a broken reflection of hope. I chose to reimagine a famous French song, from a TV show, “L’île aux enfants”, cherished by an entire generation. I didn’t grow up with it, but I knew of it. Its joyful melody & comforting words spoke of a paradise I could never access. I translated the lyrics into English, transformed its sound, & twisted its meaning to mirror my own experience. This process was emotionally grueling but necessary. Music has the power to heal wound, yet it can also reopen them. 🌙 Lost Innocence & Adult Disillusionment🌙 1️⃣The child I once was speaks through the song’s VERSES, innocent and trusting. But adulthood has changed me, hardened me. The megaphone effect at the beginning is my memory waking up. 2️⃣The PRE-CHORUS is a dialogue between my younger self & the man I have become. It’s a plea to that child not to believe the idyllic lies of happiness & simplicity because I know the pain that comes from false hope. 3️⃣The CHORUS is my own bitter truth. The adult world is cruel & cold. The paradise I once believed in is nothing but a shattered illusion. I chase dreams that slip away, lost in darkness, my soul fractured by a reality I never asked for. I would have loved to go back in time to tell this child the truth in order to protect him, so that he wouldn't fall from a great height. 🤝 Friendship, Collaboration, & Cultural Diversity🌍 🎵 In the darkness, however, there's light. And that light is brought by the incredible friends I’ve met through Suno. This platform has become a place where creativity & unity flourish. It’s a celebration of cultural diversity & identity, a vital necessity in a world so often divided. Suno shows that music is not about competition but sharing, understanding, & growing together. 🌍🤝 I must express my deepest gratitude to @arqluizfelipe, Bazih, brazilities, Cissa, @ddsla, Leea, SimbaXp, Tenchi, Thiago VS, @zaron, and @zygao. If I’ve forgotten anyone, know that you are appreciated just the same. You are my friends. Your passion, talent, and authenticity have deeply touched me. You are proud representatives of your culture and language, and I love & respect you all. 🌈You’ve proven that creativity shines brightest when we unite. Through your efforts & dedication, you’ve transformed my vision into something truly special. Together, you demonstrate that music transcends borders & languages. 🌈🎶 🏝️ Rebuilding the Children's Island🏝️ Thanks to all of you, I'm beginning to believe that this “Children's Island” can exist. Not as a naïve paradise untouched by pain, but as a place built on understanding, kindness, & mutual support. Suno offers us the possibility to rebuild that island, an island where creativity & authenticity thrive, where we find joy in sharing our art, our pain, & our dreams. 🪽Would you build this Children's Island with me? 🪽 It was particularly difficult for me to write this. I shed tears of blood and sadness every day because of my lost illusions. Thank your for reading. Lucilius ______ [Introduction, megaphone FX] The time has come for laughter and songs On the children's island It's spring every day It's the joyful land of happy children Kind monsters Yes, it's a paradise [Verse] This garden isn't far away Because all it takes is a little imagination For all around you To grow these flowers, this laughter, and these songs [Pre-chorus] The time has come for laughter and songs (I don't laugh anymore) On the children's island (I'm not a child anymore) It's spring every day (no, it's not true) It's the joyful land of happy children (no, everything is an illusion) Kind monsters (no, I don't believe it anymore) Yes, it's a paradise (it's over, this time is to be forgotten) (I don't laugh anymore) On the children's island (I'm not a child anymore) (no, it's not true) It's the joyful land of happy children (no, everything is an illusion) Kind monsters (no, I don't believe it anymore) Yes, it's a paradise (it's over, this time is to be forgotten) [Chorus] No, no, it's not true, The adult world is so cruel, so cold. No, no, it's not true, Where is my lost paradise? Where did it go? No, no, it's not true, I've been chasing dreams that won't unfold. No, no, it's not true, I'm lost in the dark, and I've lost my soul. … It’s just a lie ! [Verse] If only your parents Wanted to live on our island Everything would be much happier And for everyone, life would be easier [Pre-chorus] Now comes the time for laughter and song On the children's island (I'm not a child anymore) Every day is spring (no, it's not true) It's the joyful land of happy children (no, everything is an illusion) Of kind monsters (no, I don't believe in it anymore) Yes, it's a paradise (it's over, that time is to be forgotten) [Chorus] No, no, it's not true, The adult world is so cruel, so cold. No, no, it's not true, Where is my lost paradise? Where did it go? No, no, it's not true, I've been chasing dreams that won't unfold. No, no, it's not true, I'm lost in the dark, and I've lost my soul. … It’s just a lie ! [Bridge] But in the evening, in the dark When, nice and warm, your day ends You can invite us To come back every night in your dreams [Pre-chorus] Now comes the time for laughter and song (I don't laugh anymore) On the children's island (I'm no longer a child) Every day is spring (no, it's not true) It's the joyful land of happy children (no, everything is an illusion) Of kind monsters (no, I don't believe in it anymore) Yes, it's a paradise (it's over, that time is to be forgotten) [Chorus] No, no, it's not true, The adult world is so cruel, so cold. No, no, it's not true, Where is my lost paradise? Where did it go? No, no, it's not true, I've been chasing dreams that won't unfold. No, no, it's not true, I'm lost in the dark, and I've lost my soul. …. It’s just a lie ! [Break] [Chorus] No, no, it's not true, The adult world is so cruel, so cold. No, no, it's not true, Where is my lost paradise? Where did it go? No, no, it's not true, I've been chasing dreams that won't unfold. No, no, it's not true, I'm lost in the dark, and I've lost my soul. … It’s just a lie ! [Break] It’s just a lie ! [Final Chorus] No, no, it's not true, The adult world is so cruel, so cold. No, no, it's not true, Where is my lost paradise? Where did it go? No, no, it's not true, I've been chasing dreams that won't unfold. No, no, it's not true, I'm lost in the dark, and I've lost my soul. … It’s just a lie ! [Musical outro] [End]
129 Comments
1Lovely 9w ago
Excellent work, Lucilius. I particularly love this song of yours. Your electronic tracks are, without a doubt, outstanding, but seeing you venture into creating something more soothing is truly fascinating. It brings a whole new dimension to your music and makes me feel especially relaxed ✨
🛑 Lucilius 🛑🫶#OmniChallenge🫶 9w ago
Thank you very much for your remark! Indeed, here it's a much more personal song, which explains the change in musical style.
BlueSkyDreamers 9w ago
Melancholy and dark with a thread of light. The vocals and music work really well together, and the lyrics are thoughtful and philosophical, like: “This garden isn't far away / Because all it takes is a little imagination / For all around you / To grow these flowers, this laughter, and these songs...”
🛑 Lucilius 🛑🫶#OmniChallenge🫶 9w ago
"Thank you so much for your comment. That's exactly it, it's not about finding light in the melancholy, but accepting reality in all its cruelty. It constantly pulls us back, even when we try to escape into our dreams, we're always caught in the end. It's that paradox I aim to capture, and I'm really touched that you felt that Blue.
Akiko 9w ago
Oh... Cher Lucilius... Je te comprends tout as fait. Je n’ai pas vraiment eu d’enfance moi non plus mais je ne suis pas là pour parler de moi. Je suis contente que maintenant, tu peux voir un peu de lumière à travers ce voyage qu’est Suno! Et j’espère que tu pourras encore en profiter longtemps avec nous tous ici! Cette musique mélancolique basé sur l’"île aux enfants" refléte bien le fait tout le monde n’a pas eu la chance d’avoir une enfance heureuse et épanouie... Prend soin de toi 💕
🛑 Lucilius 🛑🫶#OmniChallenge🫶 9w ago
Franchement, je n'aurais jamais pensé qu'il pouvait exister une telle communauté sur Suno. J'espère que tu te souviens encore des nuits où je errais seul, à la recherche de lumière, et où je t'ai trouvé toi et Axel. Vous étiez perdu comme moi ici. Et je me suis dit qu'il fallait qu'on ne reste pas seul. Il y a de très belles choses qui sont en train de se passer sur Suno, je le remarque. Et tu contribues beaucoup au fait de me sentir bien ici. Tu es animée de pensées positives.
裴芸PuiWan 9w ago
this is so heavy but in a good way. the vocals really hit hard. ❤️👏🏻💔
🛑 Lucilius 🛑🫶#OmniChallenge🫶 9w ago
Thank you for your comment. I'm glad you liked it.
G Chill 9w ago
I kept listening to this one and thinking about what you wrote, really affected me, my friend. You are always so honest and lay it out on the line with every song. You wanting to tell your younger self about the future to protect him, resonates with me so much. Thank you for baring your soul and sharing such a wonderful song!! 🥹🙏🙏🙏
🛑 Lucilius 🛑🫶#OmniChallenge🫶 9w ago
I'm glad that this song resonated with you. It means that she has traveled and that her message has gotten through. That's what I would have liked to say to this young Lucilius. You understand that this is impossible. But music allows us to go back in time. Thank you for your visit G Chill, I am honored to be here.
LKN 💚 9w ago
There's too much for me to unpack here, with only 500 characters... Suffice it to say, Lucilius, I believe there are amazing places within all of us that others can never touch, let alone shatter. This is where our "gardens" live. And maybe why you see yours as being on an island? And yes, I too think that our friends can help these to thrive. Thank for such an interesting take on this project. And sorry for any pain of the past.
🇷 🇷 🇦 🇻 🇪 9w ago
I just listened to your song on repeat, for the umpteenth time. Great!)))
The Jester 9w ago
1.) This was beautiful, and tragic at the same time.
I myself didn't have an idyllic childhood, as is evident in some of my songs I have put out, there will be more at some point about it.
But my childhood is not the point here. I believe the children we once were really are still within ourselves, just sealed away because adults must always be responsible, and essentially become cogs in a machine.
There is nothing wrong with letting your inner child flourish.
The Jester 9w ago
End.) I am so sorry that your inner child has grown so weary, and wounded to the point you can't accept it anymore. I don't know how exactly you suffered in your childhood, but I don't need to, it is clear you had it rough. You are not alone, both you right now as an adult, and the child you were was not alone in their suffering, because too many children never had the chance to just be kids.
"I'm lost in the dark, and I've lost my soul." Your soul is still there, just shrouded.
Cool happy Cissa 9w ago
I’m busy listening to this over and over again! Thanks for this amazing contribution! Childhood is such a precious time in everyone’s life . Here at Suno I found a place to perpetuate my child like persona …. It’s a wonderful community and I’m so glad you are part of it Lucilius! Obrigada mais uma vez! Essa música é muito profunda, …. Agora vou escutar mais uma vez…..☮️💟
🛑 Lucilius 🛑🫶#OmniChallenge🫶 9w ago
I warmly thank all my Brazilian friends for proposing such a beautiful project #KindergartenFestival. Without it, I would never have created this song. I hope you've noticed that it's totally different from what I usually do. And it's thanks to you, I put a little bit of myself in this song while in the others, it's just ideas. These are my feelings.
RB/Z 9w ago
Facing the past is like rubbing salt into the wound, isn't it? 😌 This is a duet between my past self and my present self. The lyrics, which look back on memories and learn about the real world, and stare at the changes in myself and the fact that I've forgotten how I felt as a child, really touched my heart. 💗✨♪♪ It's not easy to include a message that matches the theme of the work, is it? 🙏✨ I really felt your talent 🔥
🛑 Lucilius 🛑🫶#OmniChallenge🫶 9w ago
I wanted to respect the theme imposed by this project, while giving it a personal interpretation. Music is a work of creation and emotions. Although this work was painful, I feel a certain joy in having done it, in the sense that I took up a personal challenge, facing a fear, and having made it a musical creation. Thank you for your remark.
ΛMΞX 9w ago
Wow, I really love this song, my friend❤❤, so catchy! The contrast between the childlike, whimsical introduction and the much darker, more disillusioned chorus is super powerful. It really captures that feeling of losing innocence and facing the harsh realities of adulthood. You know, the repetitive "No, no, it's not true" and "It's just a lie!" really drives home that sense of denial and pain. The song overall is incredibly moving and well-crafted, King Lucilius 👑 . Great work bro!
🛑 Lucilius 🛑🫶#OmniChallenge🫶 9w ago
Thank you Amix for your comment and your detailed opinion. The golden eagle has always been you. I always wonder how I managed to get here on Suno. Nothing was written in advance.
MiN 9w ago
loving the new track Lucilius ❤️ 💙
🛑 Lucilius 🛑🫶#OmniChallenge🫶 9w ago
Thank you ᎷᎥᏁ, I made a few deviations from house and electronic music for this track.
Misha 🇳🇿 9w ago
nice one Lucilius, this was very unexpected style coming from you but you did it well 👍 I like your explanation for the song lyrics too, that's a special touch! ❤️
🛑 Lucilius 🛑🫶#OmniChallenge🫶 9w ago
Thank you Misha for for noticing this. I think I would use this style again when I want to express more personal things. Are you from New Zealand?
VLEKZ • 🤜🏽🔥🤛🏽 9w ago
Your accompanying explanation is wonderful • I appreciate it • Life is hard • What's better • Soft or hard? • Which can withstand more? Possibly elasticity, but even the strain-deformation curve has its limits • For me personally, Nassim N. Taleb's book "Antifragility" has been a key to acceptance • Acceptance is recognition and respect • Antifragility arises wherever something needs to become more robust in order to better withstand something else • Is that growth? Possibly • 1/2
VLEKZ • 🤜🏽🔥🤛🏽 9w ago
Antifragility can be a key • only love for you 🛑G O A T🛑 2/2
Thousand Tomorrows 9w ago
Lucilius, this isn’t just a song - it’s a memory of something that never was. Your "Children’s Island" moved me deeply. Not as a lost paradise, but as an honest wound.
Thank you for having the courage to turn pain into art - and darkness into connection.
I see you. I hear you. And I truly believe: songs like this can become islands for all of us.
VLEKZ • 🤜🏽🔥🤛🏽 9w ago
🫵🏽S Y M B O L🫵🏽 • 🤜🏽🔥🤛🏽
NΞЯOχMΞ 💯 9w ago
❤️🔥💯🌍🤝🪽
🛑 Lucilius 🛑🫶#OmniChallenge🫶 9w ago
Thank you for your magic emojis NΞЯOχMΞ 💯 !
WavyScho 9w ago
I wasn't expecting this. Great message. I thinknwe all wish we could talk to our younger selves. Although I was an arrogant little nobhead and probably wouldn't have listened.
🛑 Lucilius 🛑🫶#OmniChallenge🫶 9w ago
I think you would have found the right words and the right way to approach things with young WaviScho, since you know him very well.
¥Θ₦ÌŦ, Í$ŖΓΔΞĹ🤍 9w ago
Wow! I can't believe I missed this. Perfect song!! The music creates a sad, strong, and true atmosphere to the song's intent. The lyrics perfectly express the deep meaning of your song. It's a song that truly comes from the heart, and I appreciate songs that come from the heart, so... good job, dear (the man behind) Lucilius🤍
¥Θ₦ÌŦ, Í$ŖΓΔΞĹ🤍 9w ago
Btw I'm still thinking about Mary Doll LUSCIOUS together...🥴😄
竜宮式 9w ago
Big bro! Thanks for always playing awesome tunes 😊👍🎶
🛑 Lucilius 🛑🫶#OmniChallenge🫶 9w ago
Thank you Siki, I'm happy with the interest you showed in this song.
Maja 9w ago
Gorgeous song Lucilius, got me sitting in tears. Been wishing lately I could go back to a time where I didnt have to think about anything but sleeping in❤
🛑 Lucilius 🛑🫶#OmniChallenge🫶 9w ago
I'm sorry that my song had this effect on you, it wasn't the goal. I hope everything is better for you. For me, you don't have to worry about it, I've mourned all this.
Dim Candles 9w ago
Hey Lucilius, Great job right there and very dense too, I have to admit i dont like to fight with extension, so gratz on this! The lyrics are top notch, it have a sense of lost innocence but I will need multiple reads to understand every layers. The sonic approach, it’s more of an alt-rock with shoegaze textures, like muffled arpeggios, and the drone slowly grows across the track. The synth solo due to the electro tag I guess, is a nice touch and give the overall sound a bittersweet feel. 👍✨🖤
Dim Candles 9w ago
After a second read... I honestly feel speechless.
It hits something in me and makes me feel weirdly ashamed of my own numbness. 🖤🖤 Im with you!