Look Up

sludgewave trap, darkwave, gothic doom metal

NOW I'm in the clouds and you are sleeping on the  ground...look up, but you never do, look down I see you.   POOR you.  Look up, but you never do.  Look down, I see you.  POOR you, look up but you never do.
  
No effort on your part, not even enough to come up with a decent lie, and when I won't allow the gaslighting to fly, then you start in with how I'm the one to blame for all the problems in your life.  When you met me I was kind and understanding and if you asked and I was able to, then I gave it to you,  so what did you do?  You saw my trust as weakness, you thought  I was wrapped around your fingers, you no longer even gave a fuck about keeping up the appearance, you just started acting like I would always be here, no matter what you did or said, you figured I would just take it, but when I pushed back, you didn't like that.  I wasn't supposed to question what you told me, and I was supposed to just let you control me,  so you Piled shit on me and labeled me all kinds of things, and when I didnt allow your version to stand, you turned to violence and all kinds of abusive ways...

I guess You thought you were able to just get away with bullying me around and then cried and lied and called blue when I stood my ground against you.   To this Day you try and paint me in a negative way and blame me for your problems, even though I was the only one that ever even attempted to solve them...when I left is what caused them to surface again,  that is because I wasn't there to resolve them, so go ahead and blame me for the life you have now, and be mad because you couldn't keep me down...just so you know if you would have been real from day one, then you would be up here with me BASKING IN THE SUN ...INSTEAD, look where we are now.

Now  I'm in the clouds and you are sleeping on the  ground...look up, but you never do, look down I see you.   POOR you.  Look up, but you never do.  Look down, I see you.  POOR you, look up but you never do.

3795/7500

I guess I'm in the wrong for being upset with you It's always like that, just a 1, 2 combo straight jab left handed uppercut sucker punch from you It's too much for you just to validate that I have a right to feel this way Instead now you want me to make it up to you for the things I say The wrong you did to me now gets burried in the stack and now I'm supposed to be the one apologizing and kissing your ass. Then you'll say let's move on and not talk about the past...so I guess you are good with me just pretending to want to be with you still, now what? We just fake it like it's real? but I know how I feel, and I know you don't believe me still. NOW I'm in the clouds and you are sleeping on the ground...look up, but you never do, look down I see you. POOR you. Look up, but you never do. Look down, I see you. POOR you, look up but you never do. YEAH, you are the kind to make me a shit sandwich and hand it to me on a plate. Now that in and of itself is not so much the problem, but what is, is that I call you out on the fact that it is a shit sandwhich AND you insist that it's not, and not even convincing enough that I can even fake like I believe you, but, still, you insist that I chew, swallow and digest that shit...you want me to know that you know I know and still open my mouth and take a bite of it, and when I don't then I am the one you say is refusing to try. NOW I'm in the clouds and you are sleeping on the ground...look up, but you never do, look down I see you. POOR you. Look up, but you never do. Look down, I see you. POOR you, look up but you never do. No effort on your part, not even enough to come up with a decent lie, and when I won't allow the gaslighting to fly, then you start in with how I'm the one to blame for all the problems in your life. When you met me I was kind and understanding and if you asked and I was able to, then I gave it to you, so what did you do? You saw my trust as weakness, you thought I was wrapped around your fingers, you no longer even gave a fuck about keeping up the appearance, you just started acting like I would always be here, no matter what you did or said, you figured I would just take it, but when I pushed back, you didn't like that. I wasn't supposed to question what you told me, and I was supposed to just let you control me, so you Piled shit on me and labeled me all kinds of things, and when I didnt allow your version to stand, you turned to violence and all kinds of abusive ways... NOW I'm in the clouds and you are sleeping on the ground...look up, but you never do, look down I see you. POOR you. Look up, but you never do. Look down, I see you. POOR you, look up but you never do. I guess You thought you were able to just get away with bullying me around and then cried and lied and called blue when I stood my ground against you. To this Day you try and paint me in a negative way and blame me for your problems, even though I was the only one that ever even attempted to solve them...when I left is what caused them to surface again, that is because I wasn't there to resolve them, so go ahead and blame me for the life you have now, and be mad because you couldn't keep me down...just so you know if you would have been real from day one, then you would be up here with me BASKING IN THE SUN ...INSTEAD, look where we are now. Now I'm in the clouds and you are sleeping on the ground...look up, but you never do, look down I see you. POOR you. Look up, but you never do. Look down, I see you. POOR you, look up but you never do. Now I'm in the clouds and you are sleeping on the ground...look up, but you never do, look down I see you. POOR you. Look up, but you never do. Look down, I see you. POOR you, look up but you never do.

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