[Verse 1] One minute I’m laughing, The next I’m in my head. Reading into little things That probably weren’t even said. I can take a joke and love it, Then another cuts too deep. And I’ll swear it doesn’t bother me, But I’ll think about it for a week. [Pre-Chorus] Think-think-thinking again, Round and round inside my head. Why-why-why did they say that? Re-re-replaying every word back. I know I overanalyse, I know my mind can twist the signs. St-st-stop, just let it go, But my brain keeps saying no. [Chorus] I’m hard-hard-hard to decipher, A walking contradiction. Half a heart of confidence, Half a head of suspicion. Sen-sen-sensitive, paranoid, I’m tangled up in doubt. I fucking hate the way my mind Can turn the good things inside out. De-de-decipher, Can you figure me out? De-de-decipher, I’m still figuring me out. [Verse 2] Sometimes I need reassurance, Then I question what I hear. I can turn a little silence Into something I should fear. I might laugh at something stupid, Then get upset by something small. And I hate explaining feelings When I don’t understand them all. [Pre-Chorus] Wait-wait-wait, what did you mean? Was there something I didn’t see? No-no-no, I’m doing it again, Making enemies out of friends. I know that not every silence Means somebody’s pulling away. But knowing that and feeling it Are different things some days. [Chorus] I’m hard-hard-hard to decipher, A walking contradiction. Half a heart of confidence, Half a head of suspicion. Sen-sen-sensitive, paranoid, I’m tangled up in doubt. I fucking hate the way my mind Can turn the good things inside out. De-de-decipher, Can you figure me out? De-de-decipher, I’m still figuring me out. [Bridge] I don’t need a different personality, I don’t need a brand-new face. I just wish my thoughts would give me A little breathing space. I can love the life I’m living, I can laugh until I cry. And still have moments when my brain Makes a mountain out of why. Don’t tell me just to calm down, Like I haven’t fucking tried. If there were a switch to shut it off, I’d have pressed it a thousand times. [Breakdown] Th-th-think, Think-think-think. Wh-wh-why? Why-why-why? Re-re-replay, Every little thing. Stop-stop-stop, But I can’t stop thinking! No-no-no, Not again. Stuck-stuck-stuck Inside my head. I know, I know, I fucking know! [Final Chorus] I’m hard-hard-hard to decipher, A walking contradiction. I’ve got a heart that feels too much, And a mind that won’t stop ticking. Sen-sen-sensitive, paranoid, But there’s more to me than doubt. I just wish the anxious little voice Would shut the fuck up now. De-de-decipher, I’m a little hard to read. De-de-decipher, But I’m still me. [Outro] I’m complicated. I’m sensitive. I’m a little hard to read. And sometimes… I’m just as confused as everybody else.
