[Spoken Intro] The heart is deceitful above all things, and beyond cure. Who can understand it? Verse 1: (Describing the physical and emotional struggle) The doctor says I’m sick, my glands are inflamed, Parts of my body destroying themselves, maybe it’s due to places of hurt íve been, but who knows, maybe it’s all my fault? I thought in Christ, I’d never feel this bad in my heart. I used to trust so deeply that faith would heal it all, But now my body’s weak, and my spirit seems to fall. Pre-Chorus: (How feelings are taking over) I spend some of my days in tears, I can barely leave my door, I feel so lost inside, like I’m drowning while my muscles and bones feel so sore. I want to trust Your truth, my Lord, but pain and grief feel so real, Every thought and sorrow, like they’re the only thing I can feel. what shall i do my Lord to really heal? The heart is deceitful above all things, and beyond cure. Who can understand it? Chorus: (About the deception of feelings and the internal struggle) Feelings lie, they tear me apart, My past was like a battle, and deep inside my heart something seems wrong, help me, my Lord. I can’t trust my heart, it’s breaking in the dark. I try to follow You, Jesus, but these feelings won’t let go, I’m stuck in this battle, don’t know how to say no. Verse 2: (Struggling with judgment and isolation) I long for fellowship, but the stares of others and their judgment tear me down, When this is all I see, I want to run out of town. God says to rejoice, but some days I can’t see the light, I’m stuck in this noise, something isn’t right. Help me, Lord, I don’t seem to get it, for the last three days now i ´ve been stumbling blind. But He said: ‘My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness.’ Therefore, I will boast all the more gladly of my weaknesses, so that the power of Christ may rest upon me. For the sake of Christ, then, I am content with weaknesses, insults, hardships, persecutions, and calamities. For when I am weak, then I am strong. Pre-Chorus: (Dealing with doubt and feeling misunderstood) I wonder if I’m too broken, too wild, too lost, Too stubborn, too headstrong, too much of a cost. I ask God, 'Do You want to help me or not?' I feel so alone, like I’ve been forgotten a lot. Chorus: (Emphasizing how feelings lie and make faith difficult) Flesh calling, emotions, and thoughts still lie, try to tear me apart, I can’t trust my body, my mind, my heart. I thought You made it new, but right now it feels like it’s breaking in the dark. I try to follow You, but these moments won’t leave, I’m stuck in this battle, don’t know where to go. Bridge: (Finding a sign of hope in the midst of struggle) Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; In all your ways submit to Him, and He will make your paths straight. Come to Me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. Take My yoke upon you and learn from Me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, And you will find rest for your souls. For My yoke is easy and My burden is light. aaaaahoooohaaaahoooohaaahooohooh Then I found a card, soaked in the snow, It felt like a sign, though I didn’t know. Three words left behind, a message just for me, ‘Redeemer, everything personal,’ a reminder to believe." When I found this card, lying in the snow, Three words I could read, a message for today: ‘Redeemer, and everything is personal, God loves, and He’ll never let you fall.’ Outro: (Ending with a prayer or reflection) I’ll keep holding on, even when I can’t see, I’ll trust in the truth, that God’s still guiding me. Feelings may lie, but God is always real, In His eyes, we are His own, And His love’s the guide when we feel alone. His discipline’s not to break, but to build, To strengthen our faith, it’s not easy, but it’s worth the fight. For in His hands, we find the light. In His arms we will heal, The trials refine, the storms they clear, His love remains, casting out all doubts, all fear. Chorus (Repeat): Whom He loves, He’ll discipline, Though it hurts, it’s where we begin. Through the pain, through the tears, Refining, redeeming.
