️ドレイズ試験 (Draize test)

誰かが学校に持ちこんだ ドレイズ試験反対のポスター あの赤く爛れたウサギの瞳が 貫くようにこっちを見てる あたしは14になったばかりで セーラー服の赤いスカーフわざと抜いて 代わりにANNA SUIの赤リップ塗ってた 世界があげる悲鳴と 自分があげる悲鳴 2つがハウリングして 頭がいつも割れそうだった 「賛同者は署名をお願いします」 ポスターの下に置かれた署名用紙(白紙) 怒りに任せ大きく自分の名前を書いた そしてふざけたように筆跡を変えては 周りの知ってるだけの大人の名前を ありったけ書いてやった あれは誰かの元に届いたのだろうか 救われたウサギはいたのだろうか 何も変わらなかったのだろうか 世界があげる悲鳴と 自分があげる悲鳴 2つがハウリングして 頭が割れそうだったずっと今も 今も ------------------------------ Someone brought a poster against the Draize test to school, and those red, rotten rabbit eyes are staring piercingly at me. I had just turned 14 and purposely removed the red scarf from my school uniform and instead wore red ANNA SUI lipstick The screams from the world and my own screams were howling together and my head always felt like it was going to split open "If you agree, please sign." A blank signature sheet was placed under the poster. In a fit of rage, I wrote my name in large letters, then, playfully changing my handwriting, wrote the names of all the adults I knew around me. Did it reach anyone? Was any rabbit saved? Did nothing change? The screams from the world and my own screams were howling together and it felt like my head was going to split open, ever since, even now, even now