[Intro] (Haunting me ) (Lullabies, childhood memory’s haunt me , haunt me , haunt me ) [Verse 1] I don't even know if I should say this Days turn into years and nothing changes Everyone around you has to leave Nothing's what it seems, 22 to 33 now You're feeling something cold out by the bus stop Chain-smoking cigarettes and touching raindrops Angel tears falling from the sky There's a great divide between the things we need in life and [Chorus] I just saw the clock hit 12 I can barely sleep, the melatonin won't help What's another night of unrest? Memories of childhood stuck in my head It's 2 AM, I'm losing my mind I'm about to lash out about some shit from last night All the words that end up in the back of my head Sounds like how do I live? I would rather be dead [Verse 2] Going back and forth with myself I could pop one or two but my body knows that there's nothing here that might help I don't know what to do when nobody cares about anything that I felt Things that I love, things that I hate, everyone's gone, everything's hell Every day makes me so tired but it's like why the fuck can't I sleep? I just stay up till the sun rises but the sun is never something I see I was in Brooklyn under dark skies with snow falling at my feet When they repeat, days go by, thinking they're better off without me [Chorus] And I just saw the clock hit 12 I can barely sleep, the melatonin won't help What's another night of unrest? Memories of childhood stuck in my head It's 2 AM and I'm losing my mind I'm about to lash out about some shit from last night All the words that end up in the back of my head Sounds like how do I live? I would rather be dead
