I've got folders and files For miles And piles Of notebooks Like its going out of style Its kinda wild I can crack a smile And laugh like im a child Even while im suicidal I went and tried the Psilocybin To see if maybe ive been Laughing when i should have been Crying Id be lying If i said Theres something I want more than death Ive become So depressed Or maybe thats How ive always been Contemplating death Its what I've come to expect Like a baby Taking steps Always walking on the ledge Always living on the edge I been wishing me the best Cuz im the only one ill ever have Quit telling me to cope Quit saying just have hope Ive already hung the rope Ive already wrote the note More than once Im starting to combust Oxidized Like im rust Want to die Out of touch Close my eyes Take the buckle off Tryna be there for my family But i know that i am failing Tryna be there for my friends But they know about my head Oh Cerbera odollam I hear you calling out my name Such a pretty flower Yet I know about your ways But I've been wearing out my welcome So i think ill have a taste Cerbera odollam I cannot So will you Please tell them Ive been trying every day Trying every way But every path Is the same Im rooted to my grave Executed by the blade Rejuvenated by the pain I hear you calling out my name Cerbera odollam Its not fair? Oh well then I havent been the same Since my brother Found the grave I know that he's Not the one blame But the fact Doesnt change I put flowers In your dirt Started crying in the earth Destined since my birth Tryna find my worth Tryna find the words Feeling like im cursed I know Im not the worst But oh Cerbera odollam You know my every thought Oh Cerbera odollam Ive never been so lost Oh Cerbera odollam I dont care about the cost Cerbera odollam My time has finally come Cerbera odollam What is pain without love Cerbera odollam What will they say when i am gone Cerbera odollam I cant keep going on Cerbera odollam Please tell them what i cannot Cerbera odollam Cerbera odollam
