[Intro] Mmm... it's my fault [Verse 1] You said I'm toxic till the end And you're right, you are right Everybody knows your side now Cause my side is just excuses You said I was controlling, jealous, manipulative And I was I was just scared of losing you, so I became everything you hated [Pre-Chorus] It's my fault, I know it is [Chorus] I was just young I didn't know how to love I was young and stupid So I made you pay for my fears Every story has a different side But your side is the truth this time I was just young And I ruined us cause I didn't know how to love you right [Verse 2 - THE REASONS] It's my fault cause I checked your phone when you slept Cause I didn't trust you, cause I didn't trust myself It's my fault cause I hated when you went out Not cause you did anything wrong, cause I was insecure It's my fault cause I started fights over nothing Cause silence scared me more than fighting It's my fault cause I said "you'll leave me" every day Until you finally did I was taught that love don't leave So I held too tight until you couldn't breathe I was taught that if someone loves you they stay no matter how you treat them So I treated you bad and expected you to stay Just a kid who never learned how to say "it's okay, I'm scared" So I said "it's your fault" instead [Chorus 2] I was just young I didn't know how to love without control I was young and stupid and toxic I thought love was making you prove it every day It's my fault you cried yourself to sleep It's my fault you felt alone even when I was next
