I haven’t been feeling myself lately, Trying to find my way back to you. Talking to the woman I used to be, maybe, But her voice only echoes your truth. Darling, I’ve been drifting so slowly, Staring at the ceiling where moonlight paints you. Every shadow on the wall reminds me Of the sanctuary we once knew. I scroll through all our memories, Those velvet midnight scenes. I’m chasing your perfume through empty rooms, Where your spirit still lives in me. Won’t you take a little time to call me? Let the silence crack like winter ice. Why you never let the moment take you When I’m whispering your name twice? I’ve been learning to love the woman you shaped me, Making peace with every ghost I see. I haven’t been feeling myself, baby, Come find the woman you set free. I’ve been rehearsing every answer, For questions your eyes still ask. Pouring another drink to taste your silence, Hiding my heart behind this mask. In this smoky velvet corner of the lounge, Your memory dances through the air. Every note the pianist plays Becomes your fingers through my hair. I talk to my reflection Like it’s someone you might recognize. Trying to find the stranger you created When you left fire in my eyes. Won’t you take a little time to call me? Let the silence crack like winter ice. Why you never let the moment take you When I’m whispering your name twice? I’ve been learning to love the woman you shaped me, Making peace with every ghost I see. I haven’t been feeling myself, baby, Come find the woman you set free. Maybe it’s you I’m really missing, The woman who knew my soul. In every glass, in every mirror, I chase your warmth to make me whole. If I could hold you for a moment, Would you finally set me free? Or am I just your dreamer, Lost where you imagined me to be? Won’t you take a little time to call me? Just one more midnight intertwined. Let the silence break like dawn, love, When you’re weighing on my mind. I’ve been learning how to stand within you, But some nights bring me to my knees. I haven’t been feeling myself, baby, I’m still waiting where your dream meets me. © 2025 Zarlax-Élyon Lyrics: © Nyxa Lux Music: © SUNO AI ©IIELEVENMUSIC Video model: ©Nyxa Lux Any reproduction, distribution, or broadcast without written permission is strictly prohibited. Non-commercial use is permitted with proper attribution. For any licensing or commercial use, contact: [email protected] "This chant is both machine and memory, flesh and circuit."
