[Intro] [Sonic Brand: Match strike, deep slow exhale, haunting pitched-down underwater electric guitar loop, faint ethereal minor-9th vocal harmony] [Booth Note: Sing like a secret you’re finally ready to tell] All of you are amazing All of you… you really shine I see it when the lights unwind I still love those older days Me and Elise in faded frames But I especially like the newer ones Mmm… yeah I’m here now I spent twenty-one years being a guest in my own skin Checking the guest list just to see if I was invited to my own life [Laughs softly] But the lights are staying on tonight (Watch this) [Verse 1] [Synthesizer beat, haunting electric guitar, heartbeat sub-bass, dry intimate centered vocal] I was a high-definition phantom on a low-res screen Editing my heartbeat just to fit into your scene Fluent in “The Silence,” I was curated and clean A masterpiece of “Maybe” in a world of “What you mean?” I left the house already tired from the scripts I didn’t write Rehearsing how to stand so I wouldn’t block your light Mastered the art of the “Soft Ghost,” the “Graceful Fade” Just a pretty decoration for the choices that you made I was building cathedrals for gods who didn’t know my name And wondering why the altar always felt so cold and gray [Pre-Chorus] [Ticking-clock percussion enters, Synthesizer] Then the static died The room got loud I stopped searching for my face in the middle of a crowd No audience No stage No song to play It was just a random Tuesday And I stayed [Chorus] [Synthesizer drop wide and powerful, cinematic strings] I’m a Lucid Girl I don’t disappear anymore I don’t carve my spirit thin just to fit inside your door I’m a sovereign body I’m a heavyweight name I stopped burning my house down just to keep you in the frame [Verse 2] [Synthesizer, syncopated trap-soul groove, rhythmic confident vocal delivery] Mirrors used to be a courtroom I was always on the stand Trying to justify the space I took with both of my own hands “Too much” for the fragile “Not enough” for the fake I’m the only “Revolution” that I’m allowed to make I don’t translate my soul I let ‘em read it in the Greek If they can’t handle the power Then they don’t deserve the peak The room adjusts its gravity when I walk in the door ‘Cause I don’t ask for “Room,” baby I am the floor [Pre-Chorus] [Synthesizer beat thins out, heavy sub-bass remains] I feel myself rearranging in real time Even my name sits softer in my mind I’m done ghosting my own life [Chorus] [Full production, heavier Synthesizer] I’m a Lucid Girl I don’t disappear anymore I don’t carve my spirit thin just to fit inside your door I’m a sovereign body I’m a heavyweight name I’m burning my house down to keep you in flames [Bridge] [Synthesizer drops to a single soulful piano chord, raw vulnerable high vocal building into a triumphant belt] I became a riot I thought the world would end I thought the sky would crack I stopped trying to pretend But it wasn’t a storm It wasn’t the clouds It was just a quiet Tuesday When I randomly stepped out [Final Chorus] [Maximum arrangement, huge cinematic lift, stacked harmonies, explosive vocal runs and ad-libs] (Wide awake!) I’m the harvest and the seed (Wide awake!) I’m the only “Yes” I need I’m a Lucid Girl No ghosts left behind I don’t disappear I just become mine [Outro] [Rain ambience, final deep piano note] I didn’t become someone else I just finally met her (Stopped leaving…) I’m right here (I’m right here”) [Sound of projector clicking off] [Silence]
