[Instrumental/ bright carol-style bells and glockenspie/Carol/Christmas] [Break] Fa La la la la la [Intro] Another carol plays, another wasted year Lights and lies return, just like last year’s cheer [Verses] I wake up and pretend again Put on my smile, fake where I've been I beg for change, repeat the sin This loop won't break, it pulls me in I scream at mirrors, hope they crack But still they show me what I lack [Pre-Chorus] I closed my eyes for a bit Ten more winters and I’m still in this pit [Chorus] Fa La la la la la Clap your hands, another year has gone by You put the tree up and you don’t know why Fa Lie lie lie lie lie Like Santa, you learned that everything is just a lie You're stuck in a world where everyone is gonna die So why try? [Break] [Verses] The demon wears my own cracked mask Replaying failures from the past It whispers lies with my own voice Leaving me with no damn choice Just spin the wheel, the same old game! Different date, it's still the same. [Pre-Chorus] I turned my head for just a breath And watched it all decay to death [Chorus] Fa La la la la la Clap your hands, another year has gone by You put the tree up and you don’t know why Fa Lie lie lie lie lie Like Santa, you learned that everything is just a lie You're stuck in a world where everyone is gonna die So why try? [Break] [Bridge] You swear this time you'll break the chain But starting fresh just feels the same Like a nightmare loop you can't outrun Each road you take leads to the same one [Chorus] Fa La la la la la Clap your hands You don't know why Fa Lie lie lie lie lie Everything is just a lie So why try try try try try [Outro] Another night, another turn The same old stories start to burn The ashes dance like falling snow And still, I go And still, I go