My Jeanne (Gilles de Rais (Caster))

[Intro] My Jeanne, my beacon, my guiding star, How cruel the heavens, how distant they are. I scream to the void, I beg, I weep, But silence answers, its darkness deep. [Verse 1] They call me monster—yes, it's true! Yet God and heaven’s gaze turns away, cold and cruel. I burned for your light, your purity divine, But God, oh God, refused my shrine. [Louder] If the heavens won't judge, then I shall reign, The sacred, profane—I bind them in chains! [Pre-Chorus] Is this justice? This absence of wrath? Then I’ll carve my vengeance on heaven's behalf! Each scream, each tear, a note to my hymn, A melody of madness, sharp and grim. [Chorus] My Jeanne, My Jeanne, My savior, my beloved, my holy maiden, If God won't smite me, then I’ll become Satan. Through madness, through ruin, I’ll tear apart the sky, An evil so grand not even God can stand idly by! Hear me, God! My vengeance you cannot deny! [Verse 2] They shiver, they break, they cry for grace, Yet the heavens show not a single trace. Oh, the irony—how sweet! How cruel! God hides in silence; His world my tool. Your face, your voice—it’s not fair, not fair! To take you away—it was not fair! I’ll have our revenge; I’ll make Him care! [Bridge] [Quietly] Jeanne, Jeanne, from the heavens above, can you see me now? Your light, your purity—I vow, I’ll make Him bow. [Loud] But I am the fool! The damned! The lost! For you, my angel, I’ll make Him smite me at any cost! [Choral Break] Hallelujah to the flame! Hallelujah to the void! Where no divine justice reigns, Let Gilles de Rais’ madness proclaim! [Final Chorus] My Jeanne, My Jeanne, My savior, my beloved, my holy maiden, If God won't smite me, then I’ll become Satan. Through madness, through ruin, I’ll tear apart the sky, An evil so grand not even God can stand idly by! Hear me, God! My vengeance you cannot deny! [Outro, Whispered] My Jeanne, my angel… you’re forever mine.