[Verse 1] Sometimes I don't know Sometimes I second-guess Cause this ain't really home Nah, it's just my Home's address I'm mostly glad it went this way Quiet house and just the two of us But every so often there comes a day When I miss a path turned to dust A little girl I cannot just hug When she cries from states away A grandson having firsts and love Him not knowing me, the price I'll pay [Chorus] And maybe I'm homesick For a life that made me sad Maybe I'm not over it Internal conflict so on-brand [Verse 2] Is it that I want what I can't have Or is it that I don't know what I want And I tend to look for what is bad So my decisions birth new mind haunts Can't look up so I slip into my head Evaporate into myself like a ghost You won't even look up, nothing is said And you'll end up regretting being the host [Chorus] Lack of sunlight makes me gloomy And puts me in a mood Just when you thought you knew me I'll shock you with a shitty attitude [Bridge] I don't know what's gotten into me Familiar yuck that makes me want to flee I'll withdraw and retreat until you see That my energy is blocked not flowing free But a burden onto you isn't what I wanna be So, you have to know that i guarantee If I cannot mirror love back to thee I will certainly run, that i can foresee So, listen, do you still think one plus one is three? [Final verse] Woke up on the wrong side of the bed Which I slept in for hours on end No, I don't know what's in my head If I were you, I'd leave this on read Just walk away, I can't be fixed Find someone who actually makes sense I'll be fine, I maybe expected this And you'll find one who's dropped the defense [Chorus] I don't know what I'm doing Maybe something inside is moving Because what is this proving? Nothing but our undoing
