Sometimes you don't know where people are going through sometimes you don't wanna do what the government wants you to pursue sometimes we should just follow God sometimes our past hurts us a lot. He would never talk to me all through time. If you lose some carefully there's always a reason to the rhyme. Waking up in a cold sweat every single night. I would ask him what's the matter he'd put his hand up go out to the garage and turn on the light. He never would talk no matter how many times I would ask. He would give me a painful look whenever I asked about his past. Grabbing bottle of wild Turkey in a pack of lucky strikes. Seemed to be the only way he could get back to sleep in these painful nights. Sometimes you don't know where people are going through sometimes you don't wanna do what the government wants you to pursue sometimes we should just follow God sometimes our past hurts us a lot. Sometimes you don't know where people are going through sometimes you don't wanna do what the government wants you to pursue sometimes we should just follow God sometimes our past hurts us a lot. I'm not gonna lie I don't know how many times I would try But the feeling he had would never die. One late night 10 years later My grandfather said his First Words to me. In which would make me cry. You said Michael In a voice that was shaky at CALM. Come here at 1 talk to you don't be alarmed. He said it's time to tell you you've asked me if it's been too long. I want you to understand My belief is on right and wrong. Sometimes you don't know where people are going through sometimes you don't wanna do what the government wants you to pursue sometimes we should just follow God sometimes our past hurts us a lot. You told me he worked for the government in he was in the military as a marine in Vietnam. He said I lost most of my friends by guns and a bomb. Send God didn't want me to kill people in the government me do it. Once you sign your life on the line then you have to pursue it. He said he felt God was mad at him because he killed so many people. He said anything that moved they were treated as they were evil. He said he woke up seeing the faces of everyone he killed every single Night. The faces haunted him He said during that time there was no right. He hadn't talked to anyone in almost 30 years keeping to himself drinking wild Turkey out in the garage and drinking beers. When he finally opened he told me everything that he did. Then look at me and said that he doesn't thank God will forgive him for everything the government made him do for a bid.I told him everything is gonna be all right and he said no it's not. He just said I wanted you to know Michael because this hurts me a lot. Sometimes you don't know where people are going through sometimes you don't wanna do what the government wants you to pursue sometimes we should just follow God sometimes our past hurts us a lot. Sometimes you don't know where people are going through sometimes you don't wanna do what the government wants you to pursue sometimes we should just follow God sometimes our past hurts us a lot.
