I'm not needy, but I need you. I'm not lame, but you're my crutch. I'm not going to hide how I feel because it's not "good" or not easy to understand. It's part of me, damnit, so it's worth something. When I look at you I see the palest blue Shy Oceans Sandy Beaches and - sometimes - a bonfire. I've seen stars and the coldest snow... Molecules, Ions, and Stardust It was like an explosion of brilliant white light, but instead of a bang the sound was that of church bells. Of violins, and pianos, and strings. It was music. You can't help but feel inspired. You can't help but feel empowered by it. I feel like I could do - anything. Like I could be - anything. Like I found - myself. All I want is a family love togetherness Laughter, learning and as little pain as possible.