[Verse 1] I learned the road by counting cracks, By following the ants in black. The houses watched with window-eyes, Their curtains breathing little lies. The people smiled and called me sweet, Then hurried past on nervous feet. I waved until they turned the bend— Their shadows stayed to be my friends. [Chorus] I am only learning how the world behaves, Why it locks its doors and decorates its graves. Why the grown-ups whisper when I walk beneath the light, And why their sleeping faces always look more right. Do not be afraid of me. I am trying to belong. I have practiced every smile— Have I practiced it all wrong? [Verse 2] At school, they taught me red and blue, But never which one bleeds from you. They taught me numbers, shapes, and names, But not why mirrors change their face. A little girl once held my hand. She said my skin felt full of sand. She has not spoken since that day, But sometimes I can hear her play. [Chorus] I am only learning what the living do, How they hide their hunger underneath their shoes. Why the mothers pull their children close when I appear, And why the dogs begin to cry before I’m near. Do not be afraid of me. I have never meant you harm. I just like the tiny heartbeat Fluttering beneath your arm. [Verse 3] I rode the train beyond the town, Where chimney smoke was crawling down. The conductor checked my empty chair, Then punched a ticket through the air. I asked him where the lost ones go. He said, “There are some things children shouldn’t know.” I smiled the way I’d seen them smile. He left the train before the final mile. [Bridge] There is something in the floorboards That has followed me for years. It wears my voice when I am silent. It grows taller when it hears. Sometimes it calls me “little one.” Sometimes it calls me “door.” Sometimes I wake beneath my bed And see myself still sleeping on the floor. [Final Chorus] I am almost certain that I understand: The world is just a frightened thing pretending to be grand. Every street is hiding something underneath its tongue, And every monster learns its manners while it’s young. Do not be afraid of me. I know how to behave. I will sit beside your children. I will sit beside your children. I will follow them and wave. [Outro] Tomorrow I will travel Where the streetlights cannot shine. I hope I meet another child Whose shadow looks like mine. And should you hear a small voice Counting softly in the hall— Please pretend that you are sleeping. I am frightened when you call.