"I'm not trying (the shape of my death) " Lyrics (c) 2026 Jackrabbit Slims used with permission https://suno.com/@jackrabbitslims77 Original track: https://suno.com/song/ee9a6f5a-b831-4ad5-9da6-b7f7f9bac7ef?show_comments=true Music Arrangement (c) 2026 Love, Annie https://suno.com/@RemixByAnnie ---------***------------***----------***----- I know what it’s like to swallow your own alarm, to smile while you’re drowning so nobody’s thrown off. I know what it’s like to perform “I’m okay,” to keep the world comfortable while you decay. So when you sit in my silence and your mask starts to slip, I don’t judge you— I recognize it. That’s the curse and the kindness— I can’t turn it off. I feel the room in my ribcage. I feel it all too much. I’m not trying to read you— I’m just bleeding in daylight. My face is a headline I never agreed to write. You come close for the refuge, then flinch from the truth— ’cause my eyes don’t just see you, they keep seeing through. So if you ask what I’m thinking, take it plain, take it raw— I’m not cold, I’m not cruel, I’m just honest to a fault. I’m a live wire in public, I’m an open nerve tonight. [End]