[Verse 1] The pills would stop the screaming In my head But I was still a zombie Stuck inside my bed [Verse 2] They gave me a foundation I could build With my own sweat and fury A fate I have fulfilled [Pre-Chorus] Had to change my whole damn life Had to fight Crawled out from the darkness Stepped into the light [Chorus] Not pissed off at all now Now it flows Almost a healthy man Still hurts a little [Verse 3] The chemistry provides help Not the cure My will provides the power To fight and to endure [Pre-Chorus] Had to change my whole damn life Had to fight Crawled out from the darkness Stepped into the light [Chorus] Not pissed off at all now Now it flows Almost a healthy man Still hurts a little [Bridge] The science gives a hand up From the floor But you must do the climbing And open up the door [Breakdown] The drugs plus my own doing! My own will! This sickness could not kill me! It never fucking will! [Chorus] Not pissed off at all now Now it flows Almost a healthy man Still hurts a little [Outro] It still hurts a little But I feel These scars remind me always This healing is for real
