https://www.twitch.tv/the_neon_lounge © 2024, DistroKid. All rights reserved DeltazStudio. -------------------------------------------------------------- If you or someone you know is dealing with thoughts of suicide, you're not alone. Reach out for help—call a friend, a loved one, or a suicide prevention hotline. In the U.S., you can dial 988 for immediate support. Your life matters. A big shoutout to Dray for being onboard with this. You can find this wonderful person here: https://suno.com/@draystation [Intro] I've relived this moment. so many times I know I should’ve told you but it feels like a crime Everyday, it's getting harder to breathe But that's what I get for throwing dice with anxiety [verse] Is this what it means to feel alive? To be on the edge and barely survive It's so hard to say if this moment will come to pass But If I stay! Theres no way I'll make it back! [Pre-chorus] Every step I take feels like I'm standing still The more I try to heal, the less I seem to feel [Chorus] I’ve been waiting for the day I break! Crossing lines I’d never contemplate! Hoping you could be my saving grace! When I reach the final stage. it’s Checkmate! it’s Checkmate! [Verse] I still wonder how long it'd take, For you to notice I’ve faded away How could you help me, When you ignored the signs! I’ve Already Crossed the borderlines. [Breakdown] I'm never going to find my purpose When I've been wired to be worthless Every step I take, feels like a Landmine, About to blow! [Bridge] (Dray) And the further I run from myself, The further you seem to drift away. [Pre-Chorus] (Dray) I just want to reach for the light, but it's hard with all these clouds upon my way. [Chorus] I’ve been waiting for the day I break! Crossing lines I’d never contemplate! Hoping you could be my saving grace! When I reach the final stage. it’s Checkmate! It's checkmate [End]