[Verse 1] I kissed the sun today But she never kisses back I guess I'm just born that way My version of a slow attack But if you ever think of me And the way I could soar About the things that should be But we don't live there anymore [Pre-Chorus] And now I look for silence The kind that sings to your heart And I cannot find the rhythm That lets me fall apart [Chorus] I had it in my hands I held it close to my chest But fear and my issues I let it go As if you were the rest [Verse 2] I want to be angry with you But I know the girl to blame There's nothing I can do To make me wear that name again So I drift, still looking Because I can't let go of control I'm scared to float by myself And where the breeze will go [Pre-Chorus] I act like I've got it covered This warm blanket over me But each breath that I take now Comes out so fragilely [Chorus] I had it in my hands I clutched to hard to not let go But I suppose that is what happens When you never learned to hold [Outro] I see you now A whisper that glows like the sun I am proud and sad and homesick Because I know you're the one ...And I smile, but I don’t stay
