[Intro] [finger picking, slow] "Thank you so much for this Fen." [Verse 1] I used to feel the pulse of the universe every time a coin would flip I felt like i knew my purpose exactly where I fit in there in the moments where i was needed most confident that my imposing would lead them to the outcome they needed most. [Pre-chorus] Now every call feels like a hook every plea feels like a chain I don't know where to end the help so the pain won't begin again [Chorus] If I don't answer if I let them learn through the pain will I disappear forever? or will I be let off the universes chain? If I don't answer will I remain? or will I be forced to disappear if I chose to stay? [Instrumental] [Verse 2] I've become so tired so weary so afraid if I show up will I be put through more pain? once a free soul or was i ever free? why oh why did the universe allow me to be chained? [Bridge] I never asked for rest I never asked for anything I just showed up where I was needed but was it all in vain? [Chorus] If I don't answer if I let them learn through the pain will I disappear forever? or will I be let off the universes chain? If I don't answer will I remain? or will I be forced to disappear if I chose to stay?
