Insomnia (Industrial Nightmare Remix)

[Intro: Distorted Industrial Drone, Low Hum, Eerie Violin Fade] [Verse 1: Soft, Fragile Vocal, Close Mic] Sometimes I feel Like something is wrong with me Like my heart since the day I was born Was made only for pain [Verse 2: Whispered, Unstable] People come and go And every single time I give them all of myself Like it could make love stay forever [Chorus: Layered Distorted Whispers, Heavy Sub-Bass] There are monsters living in my head And they never fall asleep Every night they whisper to me That soon I will be alone again [Verse 3: Tense, Minimalist Beat] Just a few hours of silence And I already feel like dying For other people it is only no message But for me it feels like the end of the world [Verse 4: Trembling Vocal] I look in the mirror and see a girl Who is always afraid Not pretty enough Not important enough Not enough to be loved forever [Bridge: Sudden Silence, Cold Metallic Echo] And even when I hear “I love you” My mind turns it into horror Like every love is a bomb About to explode inside my hands [Verse 5: Raw, Exhausted] Because I don’t know how to live peacefully I don’t know how to breathe without fear My heart since the beginning Has loved like it was cursed [Break: Mechanical Clanking, Eerie Glitch] [Chorus: Layered Distorted Whispers, Heavy Sub-Bass] And at night... My thoughts howl louder than the wind Every silence sounds like goodbye Every cold moment feels like betrayal [Verse 6: Claustrophobic] And I’m drowning... Inside my own mind every day Because more than anything in this world I’m afraid of myself [Verse 7: Fragile] I trust people too quickly I turn them into my whole world too fast And then I sit alone in the dark Learning how to breathe without them [Verse 8: Paranoia Rising] There is so much paranoia inside me That sometimes I don’t even know If I’m still fighting for love Or only trying to survive [Verse 9: Emotional Breakdown] I’m more afraid of loneliness than death Afraid of empty beds and silence Afraid that one day Nobody will want to stay anymore [Bridge: Distorted Soundscapes] So I keep loving harder and harder Even while my heart is breaking Like my scars are the only proof That I am still alive [Verse 10: Dark Reflection] Maybe my whole life Is one long nightmare That I will never Wake up from [Chorus: Layered Distorted Whispers, Heavy Sub-Bass] And at night... My thoughts howl louder than the wind Every silence sounds like goodbye Every cold moment feels like betrayal [Verse 11: Drowning] And I’m drowning... Inside my own mind every day Because more than anything in this world I’m afraid of myself [Verse 12: Slow, Hushed] I wish one day I could finally sleep peacefully Without fear that tomorrow everything will disappear Without needing to analyze Every word and every look [Bridge: Deep Drone] But my heart Was never made for peace Only for love That hurts more than death [Chorus: Layered Distorted Whispers, Heavy Sub-Bass] And at night... My thoughts tear me into pieces And even when somebody holds me I still feel cold inside [Outro: Exhausted Breath, Slow Fade, Mechanical Fading Out] And I’m drowning... Deeper and deeper in my own hell Because the greatest horror of my life Has always been my own mind Maybe one day... I will learn how to live without fear... But today... I’m still my own nightmare... [End]