[Intro: Short Instrumental] Mm-mhmm..Mhm Mm-mhmm..Mhm (Oo-o-u-u-u-u-u-uhhh,) Mm-mhmm..Mhm Mm-mhmm..Mhm [Verse 1] Feel so alive its just how it feels when I wanna die Cut through the silence my thoughts ignite like a fuckin blaze scars painted deep in turbulent rushin waves Cursed crown on my head I rise no alibi Feel so alive Its just how it feels when I wanna die Skirt past the shadows watch old Tombstones ghosts fly high Got these scars like art they heavy as hell Cursed with the is what it is Im screamin for help what the fuck, cant u tell? Feel so alive its just how it feels when I wanna die holdin all this pain scars on my heart shit cut razer deep Tryna find peace, chaos got my mind betrayed Rushin through shadows demons whisper in my ear Tryna flex on the surface inside its cold and clear Rush born a broken soul Lookin in the mirror feelin so small Mm-mhmm..Mhm Mm-mhmm..Mhm [Verse 2] Each days a battle strugglin with wicked rushin vibes but still need to survive Pourin out my heart shit a liquor spill Tryna shake the demons they knocKin tryna spenanight Bitches wanna see me i just cc em see the shine Im fightin with my mind U Flexin for the gram deep down inside u feelin hollow Im Walkin this tightrope cant find no way to follow Im feelin down, yeah, Im goin off the deep end Scars need healin this pain wont end Cursed hard inside Lone with these thoughts cant find the words to speak Im drownin in this shit Every step I take feel cursed cant find no rest Rushs Lifes a hustle but the hustle dont mean shit I sit back, stay quiet let the world spin away If it gotta go down then Im ready scars needin healin my heart pumpin lead cursed hard while I battle with the dread Mm-mhmm..Mhm Mm-mhmm..Mhm [Verse 3] Feel so alive its just how it feels when I wanna die Lookin in the mirror see a stranger wonder why Cursed in my mind as I shadowbox my pride Bitches talkin crazy but they dont know Rushy Rush rushin vibe Chillin in the dark where the real ones reside Thuggin through the pain let the hurt be my guide king shit yet Im fightin these thoughts Takin shots I sit back stay quiet, yeah, Im feelin down Got these scars on my heart but I aint fuckin drown Goin off the deep end lost in my thoughts Flexin on these demons but Im tangled in knots Mm-mhmm..Mhm Mm-mhmm..Mhm [Verse 4] Scars need healin the pain feels right cursed n ready to fight Nighas throwin shade Im castin my light Darkness all around me takin flight Feedin off the struggles nigha Im never torn Off the deep end swimmin with the sharks In this life of Rush, Rushy Rushin makin Rush marks Cursed n lonely as hell heart full of rage got a story to tell Rushin through the motions, yeah, Im feelin the pain Rush I rise outta grave through rushin fire n rain I sit back quiet let the world go round Rushin through chaos, yeah, Goin off the deep nigha Rushy Rush rushin hungry fo more pain Mm-mhmm..Mhm Mm-mhmm..Mhm.
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