!TOXIC!

**[Verse 1]** You sent a heart, said you wished you could love me again, Twenty-four hours later acting like we weren't even friends. Mixed signals, missed calls, got me stuck in a maze, One minute you wanted forever, next minute walking away. I was sitting in Aalborg with a storm in my brain, Trying to find the right words while you shifted the blame. Said maybe we could fix it, said maybe we'd be okay, But every step I took forward, you took two away. **[Pre-Chorus]** Every time I tried to talk, You found another exit sign. Every promise that you made, Got left behind with time. **[Chorus]** I said it's fifty-fifty, But you left me with the blame. Pulled a disappearing act And treated love like a game. "its to sad, goodbye," Yeah, you said it with a grin. While I was fighting all my demons, You were letting yours win. Now I'm finally seeing clearly, You don't get to rewrite me. It wasn't my fault alone, And that's the truth you'll never see. **[Verse 2]** Then you flipped the whole script, started screaming through the phone, Saying nothing ever worked and you'd be better off alone. Talking highways, talking endings, talking giving up the fight, Using fear like a weapon every single night. Said it was your fault, then somehow made it mine, Like accountability was something you left behind. Round and round we went, same story, different day, While I was trying to save us and you were pushing me away. You pointed at the doorway, said "there's the way out," Then got mad when I finally listened to your doubt. **[Pre-Chorus]** You wanted all the sympathy, Without the responsibility. Every time I spoke my truth, You called it toxicity. **[Chorus]** I said it's fifty-fifty, But you left me with the blame. Pulled a disappearing act And treated love like a game. "its to sad, goodbye," Yeah, you said it with a grin. While I was fighting all my demons, You were letting yours win. Now I'm finally seeing clearly, You don't get to rewrite me. It wasn't my fault alone, And that's the truth you'll never see. **[Verse 3]** Seventeen, losing sleep, couldn't shut my eyes, Every single night felt like a thousand different fights. Heart racing, mind pacing, couldn't hit rewind, Had my whole future hanging by a thread inside my mind. What if there's a baby, what if everything shifts? What if all the plans I made disappear in the mist? Months of panic, months of fear, trying not to break apart, Carrying that pressure like a weight against my heart. Then I finally told you everything I was going through, Hoping you'd stand beside me, hoping I could count on you. But you looked the other way like it wasn't even real, While I was drowning in emotions that I couldn't conceal. Then came the shouting, all caps, trying to make me feel small, Dragging family into it, crossing lines through it all. You wanted me broken, wanted me taking every fall, But every time you pushed me down, I learned to stand taller. **[Bridge]** Keep the threats. Keep the lies. Keep the stories and disguises. Keep the blame. Keep the fight. Keep pretending you're alright. I gave everything I had, While you kept moving every line. Now I'm taking back my voice, And this life is finally mine. **[Final Chorus]** I said it's fifty-fifty, But you left me with the blame. Tried to make me carry all The weight of your mistakes. You can run. You can hide. You can say I was the reason. But every scar I carry now Has taught me how to beat this. I'm not the girl you left behind, Begging for your company. It wasn't my fault alone, And now I'm finally free. **[Outro]** You said you wished you could love me again, Funny how fast those words died. Now your name is just a lesson, Just another page in time. Keep your goodbye. Keep your pride. I'm not looking back this time. Seventeen... Still standing... Still breathing... And that's something You can never take from me.