when I was younger I would struggle to stay awake now I'm up again at 2AM sleeping until 10 avoiding my responsibilities hiding from reality I zone out and time just goes by(oh) Cause I'm on autopilot and I don't know how to turn it off I need help I know but I don't want people to see see the side of me that's drowning suffocating choking cause I'm on auto pilot again I count the calories silently never share anything cause why should people have to deal with me when they have their own issues slowly losing reasons reasons to live to stay to breathe and it scares me to think how long I have left (oh) Cause I'm on autopilot and I don't know how to turn it off I need help I know but I don't want people to see see the side of me that's drowning suffocating choking cause I'm on auto pilot again(oh oh)
