[Intro – almost whispered] I ain’t even mad… Just tired. You ever feel like... you gave too much of yourself, and it still wasn’t enough? [Verse 1] I don’t cry no more, just stare at the ceiling Wishin’ the numb would go — but I’m scared of feelin’. Said you love me, I believed it like a fool, Then you switched on me cold, like I broke some rule. Phone on DND, but I still check it, Hopin’ I see your name, I won't even message. I just miss who you were, not who you became, Now I’m stuck in this loop, and it don’t feel the same. [Chorus – soft, shaky melody] I been numb again… Too quiet in my head, I can’t pretend. Thought I was better, thought I could mend, But I’m fallin’ back down where the dark don’t end. I been numb again… [Verse 2 – almost spoken, half-sung] Look, I ain’t tryna be deep, this just how I feel, I been smilin’ in pics, but none of it's real. Friends ask if I'm good, I just say “yeah, chill,” But truth is, I don’t even know what's real. Tired of tryna fix what ain’t mine to fix, Tired of dreamin’ 'bout people I can’t forget. I scroll past memories like they old texts, But my heart still breaks, even in the neglect. [Bridge – whispered, vulnerable] I don’t wanna die... But I don’t wanna wake up either. And that’s the part that scares me the most. [Chorus – quieter, rawer] I been numb again… Talkin’ to shadows, tryna find a friend. Sayin’ “I’m fine” just to reach the end, But I keep fallin’ back where the dark don’t bend. Yeah… I been numb again. [Outro – muffled like it's recorded on a phone mic] If you hear this… Don’t check on me unless you mean it. I don’t got time for more pretendin’.
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