i prayed ‘til my voice broke, then screamed louder

Female vocals, dark cinematic emo rock, raw emotion, cracked delivery, whispered verses layered with screamed harmonies, ambient dread, lingering guitar decay, religious trauma energy, ‑Male vocals, ‑clean pop production, ‑romantic ballad tone, ‑upbeat chords, ‑polished harmonies, ‑hopeful choruses, ‑soft piano, ‑traditional worship elements

[Intro]
[static hum, heartbeat reverb]

"i said amen
with a blade in my throat
and god still didn’t listen."

[Verse 1]
[slow, raw guitar; vocals quiet, trembling with fury beneath the softness]

i folded my hands 'til my knuckles cracked
left blood on the pew, never took it back
sang every verse with a mouth full of ash
waited for grace
just silence that crashed

they said faith meant suffering, so i wore mine proud
stitched scripture in scars, made my silence loud
cried on the altar with a halo of flies
and every tear asked
why won’t he reply?

[Hook]
[chaotic vocal layering, echoes of screams under melody]

i prayed ‘til my voice broke, then screamed louder
spit up psalms and holy water
god watched me drown in his name
and never moved, never came

i begged with blood on my tongue
knelt ‘til my legs went numb
if this is what belief gets me
then crucify what's left of me

[Verse 2]
[guitar heavier now, low-end building like storm clouds]

i carved his name in my throat like truth
but the silence laughed like a twisted proof
they said angels don’t cry, only fall
so i cut off my wings and burned them all

holy light don’t warm, it blinds
i tore the veil and read the signs
he’s not watching
he’s not gone
he was never listening all along

[Bridge]
[spoken, over slow tolling bell + static]

"i baptized myself in everything he left behind
blood, guilt, silence
and when that didn’t save me…
i saved myself.
with teeth.
and fire."

[Hook
[female vocals breaking into layered screams, distorted guitar swell]

i prayed ‘til my voice broke, then screamed louder
(screamed louder)
spit up psalms and holy water
the choir burned and the bells went mute
god never came, so i wore his suit

i begged with nothing left to give
screams buried under “give”
swallowed sin just to fucking live
if he won’t speak, then let me be
the scream that breaks divinity

[Screamed]
“LET ME BE!”

[Outro]
[fading guitar, vocal barely a whisper]

don’t say amen for me
let the silence burn

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[Intro] [static hum, heartbeat reverb] "i said amen with a blade in my throat and god still didn’t listen." [Verse 1] [slow, raw guitar; vocals quiet, trembling with fury beneath the softness] i folded my hands 'til my knuckles cracked left blood on the pew, never took it back sang every verse with a mouth full of ash waited for grace just silence that crashed they said faith meant suffering, so i wore mine proud stitched scripture in scars, made my silence loud cried on the altar with a halo of flies and every tear asked why won’t he reply? [Hook] [chaotic vocal layering, echoes of screams under melody] i prayed ‘til my voice broke, then screamed louder spit up psalms and holy water god watched me drown in his name and never moved, never came i begged with blood on my tongue knelt ‘til my legs went numb if this is what belief gets me then crucify what's left of me [Verse 2] [guitar heavier now, low-end building like storm clouds] i carved his name in my throat like truth but the silence laughed like a twisted proof they said angels don’t cry, only fall so i cut off my wings and burned them all holy light don’t warm, it blinds i tore the veil and read the signs he’s not watching he’s not gone he was never listening all along [Bridge] [spoken, over slow tolling bell + static] "i baptized myself in everything he left behind blood, guilt, silence and when that didn’t save me… i saved myself. with teeth. and fire." [Hook [female vocals breaking into layered screams, distorted guitar swell] i prayed ‘til my voice broke, then screamed louder (screamed louder) spit up psalms and holy water the choir burned and the bells went mute god never came, so i wore his suit i begged with nothing left to give screams buried under “give” swallowed sin just to fucking live if he won’t speak, then let me be the scream that breaks divinity [Screamed] “LET ME BE!” [Outro] [fading guitar, vocal barely a whisper] don’t say amen for me let the silence burn

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