[Verse] I wish I had a minute just to be myself, reflect on life And change da ways I used to be I wish I never did those things Da awful things, I did to people Cutting ties and telling people lies Pretending to be Someone, I’m not Breaking people’s hearts Being heartless, thinking I can be painless, fearless But that ain’t true, I feel da pain I feel da fear, Da fear of losing people near, Every day is center fear, Why do I feel like I don’t Wanna be here? Please, God tell me why I feel like this? Tell me why I feel like this? Like everything feels like hell Why god? tell me why? please god i’m begging for forgiveness, everything I do is never this, it’s never about forgiveness, please God forgive this I don’t wanna keep living like this, Where I shut people out, never express my feelings to da people I love, And bottle my feelings deep down inside, I hate living like this don’t wanna be like this for da rest of my life, So God, please forgive me, [Chorus] How come every day I feel weak? Like I just wanna fall asleep Like I don’t wanna wake up Tell me why? Tell me why? Tell me why like everything feels like hell? Like everything I do is hell just tell me why? Yea I have everything I need I have everything figured out but sometimes I just feel like I have my doubts, (my doubts) Sometimes I just feel like I have my doubts (My doubts) And I have sum clout I have people who love me But it feels like the doubts Become my route And I don’t know why, Oh I just don’t know why, [Pre-Chorus] I feel like overthinking I just don’t know why? I feel like losing I just don’t know why? I feel like giving up I feel like storing all my problems away, Store them so I can’t feel them No more I hate feeling like hell, (Oh hell) [Verse 2] Uh Yea uh I’m fighting battles every time With my inner demons, taking em on my side, letting em win this fight, Feeling weak every time I fight, That’s why they win and I just think to myself god tell me why oh God tell me why I live like this, Like I wanna disappear, And forget about da world that’s meant to be here, yea right here, oh god tell me why? then you said to me loud and clear “da reason why you feel like this is because you could never let go” Didn’t know what it meant but now I do as I look back, I could never let go of da past It’s draining me fast Everything I do feels like I could never last, that’s not da truth But it’s hard for me to face da truth And that’s why I lose, [Chorus] How come every day I feel weak? Like I just wanna fall asleep Like I don’t wanna wake up Tell me why? Tell me why? Tell me why like everything feels like hell? Like everything I do is hell just tell me why? Yea I have everything I need I have everything figured out but sometimes I just feel like I have my doubts, (my doubts) Sometimes I just feel like I have my doubts (My doubts) And I have sum clout I have people who love me But it feels like the doubts Become my route And I don’t know why, Oh I just don’t know why, [Pre-Chorus] I feel like overthinking I just don’t know why? I feel like losing I just don’t know why? I feel like giving up I feel like storing all my problems away, Store them so I can’t feel them No more I hate feeling like hell, (Oh hell) [bridge] I fight demons in my mind, letting them take my mind Forgetting about my life Losing this fight (this fight) Losing this fight (this fight) Letting them take flight I just wanna feel right I wanna feel right But I’m sick and tired And I just let em clout my mind Cus I can’t fight back, [Chorus] How come every day I feel weak? Like I just wanna fall asleep Like I don’t wanna wake up Tell me why? Tell me why? Tell me why like everything feels like hell? Like everything I do is hell just tell me why? Yea I have everything I need I have everything figured out but sometimes I just feel like I have my doubts, (my doubts) Sometimes I just feel like I have my doubts (My doubts) And I have sum clout I have people who love me But it feels like the doubts Become my route And I don’t know why, Oh I just don’t know why, [Pre-Chorus] I feel like overthinking I just don’t know why? I feel like losing I just don’t know why? I feel like giving up I feel like storing all my problems away, Store them so I can’t feel them No more I hate feeling like hell, (Oh hell)
