Because of me

(verse 1) I scream in Pain While you smile each day.... You take for granted..... What i want to feel again.... A simple life One thats pain free... You come and go and then theres me... Fighting hard ... to not crawl out of my skin... You wake up and then do it all again.... No pain no Thought about will i make it today... I have fists of fire... Knives in my back.... and thats every day... (chorus) I fight myself the unforgiving type.. Pain Bottled up Dont go away at night... Screaming loud For noone to hear... My scream is silent... My pain is never clear... Lord take it away Please Let me Be.... I pay the price this is all because of me.... (verse 2) My Nerves clash its always tense inside... No pills, no Drink Help cause the pain to die.. Formidable Foe Not one i chose... Now i pay the price Stuck in this pain each day i rose... Another chance at life... Another day i keep... Living in this pain... Its the silence i seek... Take away my pain... But leave me life.. Another chance... Let me do it right..... Living in this pain... Its the silence i seek... Take away my pain... But leave me life.. Another chance... Let me do it right..... (chorus) I fight myself the unforgiving type.. Pain Bottled up Dont go away at night Screaming loud For noone to ever hear... My scream is silent... My pain is never clear... Lord take it away Please Let me Be.... I pay the price this is all because of me....