Song credit (collab) to iSurvived for I'm Losing It... This is not an automated MashUp, this is more intertwined. [Intro] [Heavy vinyl record hiss sound effect loop, faint static humming] [Verse 1 - Singer A] Woke up with static in my head again Thoughts racing, can't even pretend Mirror talking back like "bro, you good?" Nah, I'm not, and I knew I wouldn't Calendar full but my brain on empty Laughing too loud then I'm feeling heavy Ten tabs open, none of 'em me Staring at the ceiling, still can't sleep [Transition - Singer A & B overlap] [Singer A]: Hands shake when the quiet hits / Smile cracked at the edges, split [Singer B]: (Dear Chief, I’m writing...) [Singer A]: Count to ten, I skip to six / Yeah, I feel it coming quick [Chorus - Singer A] I'm losing it, losing it, losing it No filter, no limit, I'm spinning I'm losing it, losing it, losing it Damn, I swear I'm right on the edge and tipping Hold me down or watch me flip Yeah, I'm losing it, losing it, losing it [Verse 2 - Singer B] [Record hiss continues, Singer A whispers "spinning" faintly in background] Dear Chief, I’m writing 'cause I finally see the vision growing I see the blueprint for our wellness, economic stability is flowing You swore no wars, you'd give the orders, keeping families safe and honest An era built on lasting peace, exactly what a leader promised You said a businessman brings leverage, running things with perfect timing With heavy unaffordability, I look around and see us climbing I'm anxious about my rent, why my savings feel shitty? This static in the news is spreading out across the city [Chorus - Singer B] [Melancholic female vocal sample, soft piano keys] The trail's gone cold, I'm wondering why I felt any hope here at all... The morning pain endures, wet tissues And I straight bought it all... And if I could we'd go for broke Put your picture on myy wall... It reminds me that it's not so woke, it's not so woooke [Verse 3 - Singer A & Singer B Intertwined] [Singer A]: Shit, I been walking tight rope thin / One bad day and I'm gone again [Singer B]: (My mom's your biggest fan...) [Singer A]: Don't need a fix, just need a minute still / Let me sit 'til the spinning kills [Singer B]: (Dear Pres, I'm watching your briefings...) [Singer A]: If I fall apart, will you stay near? / If I tell the truth, will it disappear? [Singer B]: (You abandoned the track...) [Singer A]: Tick, tick, tick in my skull / Say I'm good, but it's beautiful bull [Chorus - Singer A] I'm losing it, losing it, losing it No filter, no limit, I'm spinning I'm losing it, losing it, losing it Damn, I swear I'm right on the edge and tipping Hold me down or watch me flip Yeah, I'm losing it, losing it, losing it If this is breaking, let me break different Maybe losing it is how I'm living Yeah, I'm losing it... but maybe that's fine [Verse 4 - Singer B] [Tone shifts to absolute frustration, beat hits harder] Dear Pres, I'm watching your press briefings, sigh my dude I'm quite confused, I just don't like bein' lied to You abandoned the track, you ain't stickin’ to the plan It’s sideways, look at it, and my mom’s your biggest fan But this chosen war is fucked up, the foreign policy is cracked Your answers only serve to further confuse me, not amused about that I'm not a survivor of Epstein's, why do I feel abused by your trap? You evade laws and commit criminal cover You deal in bribe-er-ees and hide behind each other You steal to hide the costs while spending trillions mother fucker And your orange spray tan can't hide your mental flaws when you are stressed Now you claim you have no control, you're losing it, I guess [Chorus - Singer B] [Melancholic female vocal sample] The trail's gone cold, I'm wondering why I felt any hope here at all... The morning pain endures, scar tissue And I straight bought it all... And if I could we'd go for broke Put your picture on myy wall... It reminds me that it's such a joke, it's such a jo-o-oke [Verse 5 - Singer B with Singer A Static Echoes] [Beat slows down, record hiss stops, clear condenser microphone vocal tone] Dear Grifter, you and Bee-bee need each other, or his land That maybe you just treat the whole wide world a little better You promised no new wars? Peace proposing—Whatever! We see empty storefronts, food lines growing—do better! You blame fake news for focusin' on groceries? While foreign oil supplies are cripplin' by provokin' squeeze? You pack and crack the districts, a threat to our democracy With your hand-picked, panicked justices showin' their loyalty! [Interlude] [Sound effect: Crowd of reporters shouting "Mister President, sir!"] [Verse 6 - Singer B, lower octave] Hush piggy, I have built the grandest vision, can you believe it? It’s not a war out there, but if it was, as it is, we’d achieve it It will be won in a short matter of weeks, the quickest victory Objectives we met perfectly— as we will tell in history Nobody sets more vague goals than me, our lies provide the best transparency [Outro] [Singer A Whispers]: (I'm losing it... losing it...) [Static radio noise fades out to silence]
