Spin Cycle (I’m Okay)

unconscious subconscious uncontrollable neverending spin cycle un likeable spine bending neverending enchanting subtracting un universal life reversal womb tearing unbearing excruciating pain neverending since birthing unearthing storm shifting soul grifting grenade brain bear trapped tame stay normal not going insane try not to go insane no im not going to go insane you fuckin hear me I said I'm not going fucking insane no im okay breathe in with the bad out with the worse just bring me the hearse I’m not going insane You hear me? I’m not going insane Try to breathe in Breathe out Ride the burning in my veins I said I’m not going insane You fuckin hear me? I’m not going insane Spin cycle screaming in my skull But I’m okay I’m okay I’m okay Subtracting all my color Just to make you feel safe Universal life reversal Put my joy on your plate Excruciating Unbearing But I still wear my own name Tongue cracked Throat shaking Still I chant through the flame Till the words stop sounding strange Grip the sink Cold porcelain While the world tilts out of frame No No No Hear it echo in my brain No No No I refuse to disappear again I’m not going insane You hear me? I’m not going insane Try to breathe in Breathe out Ride the burning in my veins I said I’m not going insane You fukkin hear me? I’m not going insane Spin cycle screaming in my skull But I’m okay I’m okay I’m okay just breathe Fuck You!