Anagapesis (Less Today)

[Intro — filtered vocal, no drums] I waited for it to hurt. It didn't. [Build 1 — pads, pulse, kick enters] Your picture stayed a picture. Your name passed by. I loved you less today. I hated that. I loved you less today. You would have wanted that. [Break — low end drops out] The hurt keeps getting smaller. You do too. The hurt keeps getting smaller. You do too. [Drop 1] less today less today less—less—today [Verse — sparse vocal over groove] Someone said your name tonight. I barely felt it land. For a second I was proud of that. Then I wished I wasn't fine. [Pre-Drop Build] I loved you less today. I hated that. I loved you less today. You would have wanted that. [Drop 2 — bigger] less today less today you missing from me less today [Breakdown — pad and exposed vocal] Someday your name will land like any other word. Maybe that's freedom. Maybe that's peace. Maybe that's— anagapesis. [Final Drop] anagapesis less today anagapesis less today [Outro — beat disappears] The worst part is knowing one day I won't.