ADDICTED TO THE DAMAGE

Dark Emotional Trap With Raw, Anxious Energy And Intimate Male Rap Vocals, Tempo Around 120–140 Bpm With Minimal But Punchy Drums, Tight 808S, Subtle Distortion, Start With Soft Ambient Pads And Distant Melodic Plucks, Creating A Tense, Uneasy Atmosphere, Verses Are Fast-Paced, Almost Breathless, With Slightly Off-Beat Delivery To Mimic Nervous Energy, Vocals Should Sound Close, Vulnerable, Slightly Strained, With Layered Doubles And Light Reverb, Pre-Chorus Builds Tension Using Rising Synths And Filtered Drums, Chorus Hits With Fuller Bass, Wider Stereo Pads, And Emotional Vocal Stacking, But Still Controlled And Not Overly Polished, Lyrics Focus On Overthinking, Attraction, Anxiety, And Emotional Conflict, Add Small Glitch Effects, Reverse Sounds, And Heartbeat-Style Percussion For Texture, Keep The Mix Gritty, Slightly Imperfect, And Human, Outro Fades With Stripped Instrumental And Echoing Vocal Trails, Leaving A Lingering Unresolved Feeling In The Atmosphere, Dark Trap Haunting

[Intro]
(distorted whispers / atmospheric)
Yeah…
I should walk away…
But you already know I won’t…
Mm.

[Verse 1]
Started like a warning I ignored in the dark
Pretty little chaos with a match and a spark
Said don’t get close, but I moved in anyway
Now I got your fingerprints all over my pain
You talk like heaven but your touch feels cursed
Every time I heal, you just make it worse
I know what you are, yeah I see it clear
Still show up every time you pull me near
2 AM and I’m back in the same damn loop
Tell myself I’m done, then I run to you
You got that kind of pull that rewires my brain
Turn heartbreak into something I crave

[Pre-Chorus]
I know better…
That’s the dangerous part
You don’t even gotta lie
I hand you my heart

[Chorus]
I’m addicted to the damage
To the high before the fall
To the way you leave me breaking
Then make me want it after all
You’re the poison I keep choosing
The habit I can’t change
Everybody says you’re killing me
But I’m addicted to the damage

[Verse 2]
Your love got sharp edges dressed in pretty skin
Every exit I find somehow pulls me back in
Friends say run, but they don’t know the high
Of being destroyed by your favorite lie
I should hate the taste but I know it too well
Got me romanticizing my own private hell
Every scar’s a souvenir with your name in smoke
And somehow I still laugh at the jokes
You wreck me soft, then wreck me slow
And somehow that’s the only thing that feels like home
That should scare me more than it does tonight
But here I am waiting on another fight

[Bridge] (big emotional alt-rock lift)
Maybe I love what breaks me
Maybe I need the pain
Maybe without the chaos
I don’t know who remains

[Final Chorus]
I’m addicted to the damage
To the ache, the crash, the flames
To the ghost of what you almost were
And the hope that still remains
You’re the poison I keep choosing
The wound I recreate
Everybody says you’re killing me
But I’m addicted to the damage

[Outro]
(soft / broken)
Yeah…
Maybe they’re right…
Maybe I like the way it burns…

2018/7500

[Intro] (distorted whispers / atmospheric) Yeah… I should walk away… But you already know I won’t… Mm. [Verse 1] Started like a warning I ignored in the dark Pretty little chaos with a match and a spark Said don’t get close, but I moved in anyway Now I got your fingerprints all over my pain You talk like heaven but your touch feels cursed Every time I heal, you just make it worse I know what you are, yeah I see it clear Still show up every time you pull me near 2 AM and I’m back in the same damn loop Tell myself I’m done, then I run to you You got that kind of pull that rewires my brain Turn heartbreak into something I crave [Pre-Chorus] I know better… That’s the dangerous part You don’t even gotta lie I hand you my heart [Chorus] I’m addicted to the damage To the high before the fall To the way you leave me breaking Then make me want it after all You’re the poison I keep choosing The habit I can’t change Everybody says you’re killing me But I’m addicted to the damage [Verse 2] Your love got sharp edges dressed in pretty skin Every exit I find somehow pulls me back in Friends say run, but they don’t know the high Of being destroyed by your favorite lie I should hate the taste but I know it too well Got me romanticizing my own private hell Every scar’s a souvenir with your name in smoke And somehow I still laugh at the jokes You wreck me soft, then wreck me slow And somehow that’s the only thing that feels like home That should scare me more than it does tonight But here I am waiting on another fight [Bridge] (big emotional alt-rock lift) Maybe I love what breaks me Maybe I need the pain Maybe without the chaos I don’t know who remains [Final Chorus] I’m addicted to the damage To the ache, the crash, the flames To the ghost of what you almost were And the hope that still remains You’re the poison I keep choosing The wound I recreate Everybody says you’re killing me But I’m addicted to the damage [Outro] (soft / broken) Yeah… Maybe they’re right… Maybe I like the way it burns…

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